What in the world is going on with my cowboys? Man they just suck! I mean they can look good at times but the penalties and the O line are horrible. oh well... it is just a game in the end....
ACL was wonderful...
Came back and life has thrown a curve to me... the girl I have been seeing is crazy... that is fine I am used to being with crazy... but for what ever reason when the crazy dies down everything in this world is my fault... she complains about everything! constantly... and directs them toward me.... but I am not allowed to comment back or try to offer a solution... that is unacceptable and just pisses her off.... Does this girl just need someone to shit on to make herself feel better? I am not that person! I am very understanding and easy going but I come from a pretty rough place where you just dont get to talk to someone like that with out repercussions. We had a talk and we will see where that takes us... but I feel the end is near....
Also my ex who so horribly broke my heart... who later made a mends and we decided to be friends... is now single and has run to me for comfort... interesting to say the least... I still love her madly but I am not so delusional to even consider having a relationship with her especially now that I know how much she can actually hurt me.... I am not so tough that I would willingly put myself in that position again.... But I do think that the timing is so crazy... anyway the girl I am seeing is not a fan of me hanging out with her, and I get that... but if I do break it off with her it will not be related.
I have a huge sexual appetite and sometimes wish I didnt.... sometimes I think it is strong enough to keep me in something I am not really supposed to be in... ten years ago I wouldnt have cared because everything I did was cheap and shallow anyway as I wondered through this world.... but now I am thinking who will walk with me to the market when I am sixty.... can it be this person? or am I just trying to sleep with her and over looking unforgivable character defects?
Anyway BRMC on Sunday... kind of excited, been a fan for years and have never seen them live.
ACL was wonderful...
Came back and life has thrown a curve to me... the girl I have been seeing is crazy... that is fine I am used to being with crazy... but for what ever reason when the crazy dies down everything in this world is my fault... she complains about everything! constantly... and directs them toward me.... but I am not allowed to comment back or try to offer a solution... that is unacceptable and just pisses her off.... Does this girl just need someone to shit on to make herself feel better? I am not that person! I am very understanding and easy going but I come from a pretty rough place where you just dont get to talk to someone like that with out repercussions. We had a talk and we will see where that takes us... but I feel the end is near....
Also my ex who so horribly broke my heart... who later made a mends and we decided to be friends... is now single and has run to me for comfort... interesting to say the least... I still love her madly but I am not so delusional to even consider having a relationship with her especially now that I know how much she can actually hurt me.... I am not so tough that I would willingly put myself in that position again.... But I do think that the timing is so crazy... anyway the girl I am seeing is not a fan of me hanging out with her, and I get that... but if I do break it off with her it will not be related.
I have a huge sexual appetite and sometimes wish I didnt.... sometimes I think it is strong enough to keep me in something I am not really supposed to be in... ten years ago I wouldnt have cared because everything I did was cheap and shallow anyway as I wondered through this world.... but now I am thinking who will walk with me to the market when I am sixty.... can it be this person? or am I just trying to sleep with her and over looking unforgivable character defects?
Anyway BRMC on Sunday... kind of excited, been a fan for years and have never seen them live.