2010 has been a year of simplifying my life across the board because in years leading up to this through many stirring events I have begun to lose myself. I have forgotten what is important to me and what I even want from life in the first place.
I must give up even more to continue to find my basis. I am going to spend a month being celibate and sober... not even masturbation. I am going to attempt to continue this through my birthday on the twenty fifth next month; with the lone exception of a visit from friends next weekend, and only because it has been planned and I am sure they will want to enjoy some drinks. Other than that I am going to use the time to clear my head and thoughts. I do have somethings to decided upon and I think they will be easier decided with a sober and non-sex driven mind.
Truth being told I wish I could just relocate all together... alleviating my on going problems. I need more free living anyway!
I must give up even more to continue to find my basis. I am going to spend a month being celibate and sober... not even masturbation. I am going to attempt to continue this through my birthday on the twenty fifth next month; with the lone exception of a visit from friends next weekend, and only because it has been planned and I am sure they will want to enjoy some drinks. Other than that I am going to use the time to clear my head and thoughts. I do have somethings to decided upon and I think they will be easier decided with a sober and non-sex driven mind.
Truth being told I wish I could just relocate all together... alleviating my on going problems. I need more free living anyway!
jaxy:
Relocation would be nice if it was that simple.