tr3ymo

Why am I always awake for no reason????

So in any case.... as things always happen with me... I have been seeing this girl, I like her company I think there is potential... However I have seen her interest grow into something substantial and I have been getting a lot of attention else where.... I am not sure what to do. Sure I like her but was no where near commitment stage and now I feel like that is where we are... so soon.... but I still want to look around the store! I know typical guy but that is life. There are many things that we have in common but many that we do not that are very apparent already.... Cant let what the body wants rule the mind.... I would be pretty fat if that were the case.

In other news, might be getting a job selling lamps?.... thats right selling lamps. got to work somewhere! What did I do to take such a drastic turn in my life. Ah fuck it... money is money and no matter how much you make it is just enough to make you wish you had more. Just wish I was seeing the money I used to see.... everyday I hear more about jobs picking up.... right!!! Hopefully I can get this one and it pay enough to support me. cross fingers.