tr3ymo

Why do I find myself more often than not awake at this hour without a purpose.

Got a call about a job to do field service again... hopeful.... might as well put my wakeness to good use by being on call.

I have a weird thing going on with my ex.... not sure how to take or handle it.... not sexual at all but pretty sure she is my emotional vampire, sucking me dry when she needs to feed. Why do I allow this?

I want a new car.... or even the car I just got rid of to save money. Just seems like my little truck is going to keep draining my wallet... already ate my trip to the bahamas whole.

I am ashamed that I have not been doing anything creative; I feel bland! I want a tattoo so bad I think of it a dozen times a day. Picking spots and considering what to fill them with.

I just realized I havent listened to any music for three days... any music! WTF
Who am I these days? Where is my muse?

On a lighter note..... Man the sets coming out these days are hot! Is it just me? I hope the sun is out tomorrow so I can soak it up and relieve this self pitty.