The weight of the world multiplies as it bends and binds down on the bolts that make the union between frame and function! There have been times in my life where I have felt absolute bliss from the complete vacancy of all thought. Where just the intake of visual stimulation takes over the mind because it can not decipher the beauty offered too it. The feeling is surreal and I long for it right now while I am sitting looking at blank walls reevaluating what it is my purpose could be. Am I just ment to be a cog in the machine, living pay check to pay check constantly feeding lesser desires and convincing myself that I am satisfied? The present baffles me and I am trapped in it. I wish I could go seek salvation on the open road or in the middle of the deep blue sea but they are far beyond me at this time. So be it, respect your position until you are prepared to move! Back to my studies.
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Hank Moody is fucking awesome. I cant wait
to see more of Californication
I like this blog.. I often catch myself thinking about
"being a cog in the Machine" and what it all means..
You're very interesting!
Have fun studying