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Sunday Apr 27, 2003

Apr 27, 2003
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i swear i think i'm going crazy. not just "i'm bored and restless" crazy (although that is a part of it all), but crazy as in "i think i need medication" crazy. maybe crazy isn't exactly the best word when speaking of depression... but thats what it feels like

my mind seems so unstable. i'm too emotional, more than i normally am, which is already pretty extreme to begin with. i go from being happy to sad in a heartbeat. sort of a mild bi-polar episode. i find myself getting hurt over the most ridculous things. i'm feeling insecure, ugly, unwanted. i'm being overly paranoid. overly anxious. i feel like my mind is going to combust. i'm stressed out over everything.

i thought i was starting to feel better, starting to feel sane again. but i guess i was wrong. i just feel like i'm getting ready to crash and no one will be there to catch me before i fall.

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cherryb0mb:
i can understand how you're feeling. do what you can to get better. meds aren't always the best thing, but almost anything beats feeling like this. i hope things will get better for you soon. smile


yeah, that was my auction. smile i asked the winner WHY he bid so high, and he told me because he couldn't find Labatt clothes anywhere. hmmmm. i really needed the $ though, so I am happy.
Apr 27, 2003
captain_deez:
Doesn't it seem like it's crazy month or something.
ahh! I've been feeling so flipped out!

I think I'm gonna take a vacation in a month or so at least the weekend away. Just think, take pictures, RELAX!!

Just the thought sounds sooo good..mmm...vacation..
Apr 28, 2003

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