i swear i think i'm going crazy. not just "i'm bored and restless" crazy (although that is a part of it all), but crazy as in "i think i need medication" crazy. maybe crazy isn't exactly the best word when speaking of depression... but thats what it feels like
my mind seems so unstable. i'm too emotional, more than i normally am, which is already pretty extreme to begin with. i go from being happy to sad in a heartbeat. sort of a mild bi-polar episode. i find myself getting hurt over the most ridculous things. i'm feeling insecure, ugly, unwanted. i'm being overly paranoid. overly anxious. i feel like my mind is going to combust. i'm stressed out over everything.
i thought i was starting to feel better, starting to feel sane again. but i guess i was wrong. i just feel like i'm getting ready to crash and no one will be there to catch me before i fall.
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my mind seems so unstable. i'm too emotional, more than i normally am, which is already pretty extreme to begin with. i go from being happy to sad in a heartbeat. sort of a mild bi-polar episode. i find myself getting hurt over the most ridculous things. i'm feeling insecure, ugly, unwanted. i'm being overly paranoid. overly anxious. i feel like my mind is going to combust. i'm stressed out over everything.
i thought i was starting to feel better, starting to feel sane again. but i guess i was wrong. i just feel like i'm getting ready to crash and no one will be there to catch me before i fall.
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yeah, that was my auction.
ahh! I've been feeling so flipped out!
I think I'm gonna take a vacation in a month or so at least the weekend away. Just think, take pictures, RELAX!!
Just the thought sounds sooo good..mmm...vacation..