toxicvixen

i moved around a lot while growing up, so i don't have any friends that i can say i've known since my childhood. however, there was a girl that i used to be really close to as a teenager. i think we sort of drifted apart when we headed our seperate ways to college, and altogether stopped talking about 2 years ago. i recently got back in touch with her and totally didn't realize how much i missed her until we started sharing old memories. there's something really comforting about talking with someone i knew so long ago before i had to start being all adult and dealing with responsibilities. it's just really cool being able to talk about all the crazy things we did together as well as all those embarassing moments no one else in my life right now knows about.

catching up with her made me start thinking about the serious lack of female friends in my life. i've always gotten along better with guys. although i've attempted friendships with girls, they just never seem to last or become anything more that "superficial" relationships (ie. shopping buddies or someone to check out cute guys with). i feel like i'm missing out on some sort of female bonding experience. the guys i hang out with are terrific and i adore them, but sometimes i get jealous at all those tv ads that show women bonding. plus if i ever go crazy and decide to get married, it kinda sucks that i won't have anyone to be in my bridal party. how embarassing!

on a side note, someone sent me an email asking if i was interesting in posing for an up and coming porn site. no doubt modeled after this one. not only did i get an email, but the person contacted me through instant messenger several times as well. i'm not quite sure if i should be flattered or creeped out!

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