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Thursday May 15, 2003

May 15, 2003
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so i'm having these weird feelings of jealousy and i'm not even quite sure why. it's silly really. i'm jealous over brian's new friendship. oh boy, this is gonna make me sound really lame, but i need to vent...

so, my boyfriend needed a singer for his band. i sent out an email to my "contacts" and posted on various websites i know. some kid from australia answers the ad, says he's moving to nj, he and brian start talking online. next thing i know brian is raving about him, telling me how he feels close to this kid he's never met, etc. etc. so this kid is coming in from australia tomorrow and apparently might be staying over at brian's house... which, i might add, i've never been to myself.

so not only is my boyfriend telling me how connected he is to this kid, but the guy gets to see my boyfriend's room before i do! ::huff::

is it totally wrong that i feel like stomping my feet and throwing a temper tantrum? i know, i know. totally lame and silly for me to be jealous, but i can't help it. i guess i liked being the "new" thing in brian's life and now that whole title as been snatched away from me by a CHILD.

damn vegemite eating aussie.

ok, i'll try and act like a normal mature adult now...

Grrrr.

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gotham2:
awwww...it's not unusual or bad that you feel jealous. sometimes it's okay to be silly and girly and huffy over boys. i do it all the time. i hope that it passes quickly, which i'm sure it will.
but you've not been to your boyfriend's house? is he hiding dead bodies over there or something?

ps. you've great taste in girls.
May 18, 2003
ninji:
yes, darlin'. be gentle with yourself. way, way gentle.
May 19, 2003

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