Sometimes I feel bad that at 25 I have yet to settle down. All of my cousins around my age (and in certain cases younger) seem to be married with families. Is that the norm? Are people married with kids at 25? Sometimes I feel like I'm missing out.
On the other hand, at the same time I don't feel 25 nevermind ready to settle...
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captain_deez:
No I didn't win any money it was my April Fools Joke
rudydamage35541:
Well, I may only be 18, so maybe i don't understand the itching in the back of the adult mind to settle down and start a family. All i know is that I have so much work ahead of me to get to wear i want to be in music recording, let alone time to make money to pay for it...and then there is the manditory time needed to party and live like the rockstar i'll never be. I can't picture wanting to settle down so young, it would put all those on hold. I don't think i could handle the regret i would feel on my death bed if i hadn't accomplished my dreams in music, even if my band goes no where and i only end up with shit money off my recordings, i still had the time of my life... kids can come at anytime... life, dreams and love happen in the now and may never come again so you better catch it, hold on tight and be carefull not to let go too soon.
i wish i could say that my neglect for keeping up with journal enteries was due to the fact that i had been whisked away to some exotic land or that i was otherwise occupied with a glamorous fun-filled life. the sad truth is that i'm just plain tired. i think in the past week i've slept about 12 hours total. i'm not even joking....
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cherryb0mb:
i hope you get some much needed sleep soon! i was wondering where you were.
sitting here, i just noticed that your 3 favorite SG's are all posing the same way in their photos. hehe.
sitting here, i just noticed that your 3 favorite SG's are all posing the same way in their photos. hehe.
i need alone time... yet i don't want to be alone.
it doesn't make sense at all.
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it doesn't make sense at all.
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cherryb0mb:
i so wish i could get away for a little while. not to run away from my problems, but to see something new. i don't drive and i work all the time, so i rarely even leave this damn town. it gets irritating how every day is so repetitive. i keep changing my hair, my decor, everything else i can possibly change just to have something different and not so repetitive and familiar.
xmindxlessx:
Your site is cool...I wish I knew how to do that. I defintely know what youre saying. I dont like being alone...but when certain people come near me I definitely want to be left alone. I also would love to get the hell out of Jersey for a while. See what else is out there, meet some new people etc etc. If only I won the lottery...heh heh. But anyway, what you say definitely makes sense.
*koz*
*koz*
it's 9:19am. i've been awake since 9:30am yesterday morning yet oddly enough i don't feel tired at all. ok, i had a nap which lasted two hours and basically consisted of me drooling all over brian's chest. nothing's hotter than having a drooling girl on your chest right?
i do not advise living with an ex. it's far to complicated. even if there are no...
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captain_deez:
Slinte! Happy St. Patrick's Day my friend from jersey.
cherryb0mb:
i can understand how much trouble living with an ex can bring. just try to not get involved in each other's lives (ok, that's hard to avoid).
yeah, and i've been overstressed these days. i've been trying too hard to not let it get to me, but it builds up and the stress is overwhelming in the end.
yeah, and i've been overstressed these days. i've been trying too hard to not let it get to me, but it builds up and the stress is overwhelming in the end.
is it insane to be on your way to falling in love after you specifically got involved in a relationship with the intention that it wasn't going to lead to that? brian (the infamous friend with benefits) is just amazing. i'm so happy whenever i'm with him and he makes me feel so safe. the best thing is that since we had such a great...
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edea:
Thanks for the cool comment on my set...I'm really glad you enjoyed it! 
So, you're in NJ.....so am I! I'm very sleepy right now, but I will talk to you soon ok?
So, you're in NJ.....so am I! I'm very sleepy right now, but I will talk to you soon ok?
scarlett:
Hey, Happy birthday and thank you for having me in your favorites I feel special now =)
i've just realized that i don't have any friends. seriously. the people i used to hang out with have all faded away... we seem to have nothing in common anymore. how did that happen? marriage, kids... all that stuff i just don't feel ready for yet, but they obviously did. and the new people i have met lately, i don't really have enough in common...
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oso:
i'd like to be your friend in Minnesota.
may i??
may i??
cherryb0mb:
i really don't have any friends either. at this age, old friends get married and have kids and lose touch, the others are in college miles away or done with college and busy with their new lives, and anyone left i don't have much in common with, or they spend all their time partying and since i'm not into that scene, i'm left out. or they got tired of my anxiety issues and gave up trying to spend time with me.
so it's just me, a few acquaintences, my ex-BF, and my online/mail friends.
i so want to move. all the cool people live so far away.
so it's just me, a few acquaintences, my ex-BF, and my online/mail friends.
i so want to move. all the cool people live so far away.
so a slight update to my earlier entry...
my "friend with benefits" situation has gotten a little tricky. turns out my assumptions were right. this guy is way into than just more as a f--k buddy. he actually is interested in a "relationship," if i'm interested in one. i really like this guy and we get along great. i'd just hate to lose such an...
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my "friend with benefits" situation has gotten a little tricky. turns out my assumptions were right. this guy is way into than just more as a f--k buddy. he actually is interested in a "relationship," if i'm interested in one. i really like this guy and we get along great. i'd just hate to lose such an...
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webigailboop:
that thing with your crush is kind of creepy 
sex without any emotion is so hard to accomplish, i haven't been able to do it yet.
sex without any emotion is so hard to accomplish, i haven't been able to do it yet.
webigailboop:
thanks for the advice in my journal, it helps to know that other people have felt the same way
so many issues... so little time...
so, i'm starting to get past the fact that this guy i was so into and who claimed was so into me basically gave me the "let's be friends" speech after a solid week of hooking up. i'm still so confused about it all though. i mean who does that?! who continuely tells someone how awesome and wonderful they...
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so, i'm starting to get past the fact that this guy i was so into and who claimed was so into me basically gave me the "let's be friends" speech after a solid week of hooking up. i'm still so confused about it all though. i mean who does that?! who continuely tells someone how awesome and wonderful they...
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cherryb0mb:
unfortuneately, it seems like most of the guys i've dated fall into the same category as the last guy you mentioned. i feel like not many boyfriends actually got to know the real me. 
and whoa, the friends with benefits guy seems like he would make the perfect boyfriend.
it's hard to find a truly good match, so don't stay away from guys forever. sometimes it takes a lot of heartache before you find the right one.
as for me, i'm taking a break from men for awhile. maybe i am truly meant to be with a woman. i don't know. i just don't want to get involved in another relationship anytime soon.
and whoa, the friends with benefits guy seems like he would make the perfect boyfriend.
it's hard to find a truly good match, so don't stay away from guys forever. sometimes it takes a lot of heartache before you find the right one.
as for me, i'm taking a break from men for awhile. maybe i am truly meant to be with a woman. i don't know. i just don't want to get involved in another relationship anytime soon.
xmindxlessx:
Boys are just REALLY stupid, but through experience I've learned that alot of girls can be just as stupid. I think its a lose/lose situation. Becoming asexual seems to be the way to go...heh heh. It sounds like you could have a good time with the second boy, but you might end up getting really into it without even really noticing until you're in really deep. But if somehow you can manage to keep a friendship while having some benefits, go for it. Have fun, and if he makes you happy, I say see what goes, but be careful.
*koz*
*koz*
so once upon a time i developed an intense crush on this guy. he had a crush on me. we hooked up (ie had some great sex) one week later he's giving me the "we should just be friends" speech. he doesn't call me for a few days. then suddenly he wants to hang out again. i hug him. he freaks out thinking the hug...
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cherryb0mb:
guys are confusing. us girls can be just as confusing, though. this guy is the type of guy you should avoid, only because these mixed signals will break your heart over and over again. i know it's hard, because i have been there before.
welcome to the site, by the way. i think i know you from another site, well know OF you... that is, if you use the same username.
xo.
welcome to the site, by the way. i think i know you from another site, well know OF you... that is, if you use the same username.
xo.
oooowwww:
hey man dont worry about it
im a cool guy
and i live in jersey
hehehehe
im a cool guy
and i live in jersey
hehehehe