Hello My Favorite Dirty Birdies,
^ Photo(s) by Henry Vance
I hope you have been doing exceptionally well. January is always one of those months that seem longer than most. I find myself every January playing catch up on different aspects of my life. Always striving in a new direction from last year even though the new year has just begun. This year I'm working on a few things.
I'll let you know how it works out.
The depression and anxiety are slowly fading away. It's getting better. I'm happy once again... I'm dreaming of where clouds have linings of Silver & Gold. That daydream is my happy place.
Outside of daydreams real life has been exceptional lately!
I was recently named one of the best strippers in Portland right now by Thrillist! I feel so humbled and thankful to be on list filled with such amazing talent. You can read the whole list and article here
https://www.thrillist.com/lifestyle/portland/the-best-strippers-in-portland
Also the Guardian stopped by Devil's Point to write a story on our World Famous "Stripparoke" You can read the whole article and the interview I did here
http://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2016/jan/19/stripparoke-stripping-karaoke-portland-oregon-devils-point?CMP=fb_gu
2016 is already a very interesting year!
I've been doing some new things to beat the winter blues. Spending more time at home instead of out and about. Saving money so I can fulfill my dream of traveling the world. I have been looking at it from a glass half full aspect. Going out has become a treat to myself these days. I've been working more than usual and I feel it in my joints more than ever. Even though I ache and crack daily I couldn't give it up... I love my job... I love to dance... I love to entertain.
(For all of you wondering panties, beanie, chap stick & socks available INKED MAGAZINE shop)
My last blog I mentioned about my Vivid dreaming. It is still happening almost every night. I've been dreaming of the specific person even more. Last time we were hiking toward the volcano (I dream of this volcano quite frequently). I never know where this Volcano is but it's so beautiful every time I see it. When we reached the base of the Volcano we looked up and starred at it together. It was so incredible in size. We then looked at each other and our eyes met. I then woke up like I always do at the most pivotal moment. I have considered recording my dreams in a journal to have someone interpret them.
I dream vividly a lot and also have Déjà vu all the time. Even more frequently as the years go by. Some say Déjà vu and vivid dreaming are a sign that you are on the right path. It makes me curious and makes me wonder.
At this moment I am prepping for my first trip of the year! I'm going to Costa Rica 2/2-2/13 2016! I couldn't be more excited! I'll be traveling with my favorite cousin Jessica and my good friend Ashton! We are so excited for an upcoming adventure like no other! My heart beats fast everytime I think about it! The excitement, the joy, I love all the new experiences the years have been bringing. I just know 2016 will not disappoint! It will be an adventure like no other!
To help fund my adventures around the world I created a Patreon! It's a website where you can support artists and the work they create! I just released my first set on there
I am so incredibly thankful for the continued support you have all shown me the 9 years I have been on SUICIDEGIRLS ... yep it has been 9 years in February. Where have the years gone? Well you know having fun!!!! Please make sure to show my current sets and upcoming sets so they can be featured a set of the day. It's been awhile since I graced the front page and would lo9ve to make a comeback in 2016. So thank you all so much again from the bottom of my heart! <3
I hope you all enjoyed this blog! I need to make some dinner and get some rest. The 6 day work grind has left me exhausted! If you are ever in PDX come say hi!
;) Until next time xoxoxo, your Toxy
