So this girl....
Was originally this girl....
Hello Dirty Birdies,
The other day I was speaking to a friend who I met here on Suicidegirls when I first joined the site at the beginning
of February 2007. We were reminiscing about the site and how much it has changed. How much I have changed.
It then it occurred to me that SUICIDEGIRLS has been apart of my life now for 8 years.
8 years ago when I submitted my first set at age 18. When there were 2 sets on the front page. When
your set was either ACCEPTED OR REJECTED. No member review. I remember how badly I wanted to become a Suicidegirl.
From the first time I saw Suicidegirls when I was 16 on Myspace I knew I wanted to be one. I applied 2 days after my 18th birthday at the end of December 2006.
After my first rejection I busted my ass to become an SG. I Traveled when necessary. Practiced poses and facial expressions by self shooting myself. Studied the site inside and out.
Eventually my efforts paid off and I became an Official Suicidegirl March 13th, 2008.
In the 8 years Suicidegirls has been apart of my life the following things have happened.
- I got to shoot a multi with my favorite Suicidegirl and one of my most favorite humans @Waikiki
- I have worked with so many talented photographers (staff and hopeful photographers.)
- I have watched so many of my friends incredible efforts pay off and they went Pink.
- I have watched a few of my favorite Photographers efforts pay off and they became staff photographers (@Sobelle & @thelabrat)
- I have met over 300 Suicidegirls... I have them all listed somewhere
- I have met alot of hopefuls too! The exact number is not known though.
- I have attended 4 shootfests that were filled with babes, smiles, laughter, and LOTS OF NUDITY.
- I have worked some awesome conventions including Comic Con and tattoo conventions. I have met so many cool people because of it.
- I worked on the Suicidegirls Blackheart Burlesque tour in 2013.
I have met some extraordinary people. Some of my dearest and best friends and I met them because of Suicidegirls.
Both Models & Members. I am thankful for all these experiences.
Even being apart of the site for 8 years I never considered myself to be one of the popular models.
So when people know who I am and tell me they are a fan, I am always so humbled. When people tell me they love my sets and leave them comments I am humbled.
Some of you have followed me from the beginning... Some of us have even been friends from day 1.
ToxicAddiction remember that? If you are an old friend or a new friend... Thank you for supporting me and being a fan.
I have changed physically and mentally the past 8 years. From being a girl with brown hair and 1 tattoo to blonde and heavily modified. Many of you have gotten to witness the changes I have gone through with every set I have submitted. After being in the game for so long I feel that I am producing some of the best work I have ever done. Being published Internationally and nationally.
It's mind blowing. Speaking of best work what I have coming is are the best sets I have ever done.
I am slowly releasing the last sets I have shot for Suicidegirls... these sets are some of my best work and I hope to see one of them if not more grace the front page of Suicidegirls as set of the day.
Many of you have inquired if I plan to shoot any more sets for Suicidegirls. At this time I am not shooting new sets. This may change though if I have a set of the day in the future.
So I hope you are ready of 8 years worth of Photos.... SG was having a glitch so I couldn't post as many as I would have liked but enjoy!
I have so many more that I couldn't even post!
I want you all to know how much I love and appreciate each and every one of you.
Thank you for sticking with me through these past 8 years.
I want to thank the support of my family and friends as well. Especially my mother & my ex husband @Metalmohawk you both always supported me no matter what and for that I am thankful.
Cheers to even more good times.
;) Until next time xoxoxo, your Toxy
