towritelove

It's been awhile all. It feels like a lot has happened since I last updated my blog. Nothing has happened between Jasmine and I, we're still friends and all, but I don't know if it'll ever go anywhere. I ended up having my first kiss though around Christmas. It seems lame to say so, but it's true. It was with one of my best friends that I've crushed on for the past four years... We ended up fooling around for a little while, and to make a long story short, she just randomly decided that she didn't want to be friends anymore... It's heart retching, because I've played out everything in my head and got outward views from some friends about it, and the only thing that can be said is that I did nothing wrong, and that I was a rebound. It is what it is though, I really just hate losing one of my closest friends over something so trivial that I can't change..

It looks like I may finally be moving soon though, only about 10 minutes from where I am at now, but a couple that I am friends with are wanting me to rent a room from them. It will be nice because they are some of the nicest people I know, plus they have a backyard so Pojoe will be able to enjoy himself a ton more.

Well that's all I have to say for now, not too motivated to say everything.