towely2012

I don't really have anyone to talk to around here, so I put my thoughts on here. Why, I don't know I guess it's my way of talking or whatever. It's been about a week since I've heard from my wife, and today, I finally got ahold of one of our friends. I asked her why my wife hasn't written me and she was like "You mean you don't know?" and she proceeded to tell me that my wife had admitted her self to THE home. She said she had no clue why, and that my mother in-law was supposed to have sent me an email with the details. I never got the letter, so I was pissed and I started looking for her number so I could give her a piece of my mind. But, she somehow caught wind that I hadn't recieved her email, so she sent me one just now, and it said that my soul, mi reina, my love, she tried to take her life. I don't understand, I come home in a month, we've got a beautiful boy, and our relationship is rocky, but there's no way I'd leave her. I Love her, but I'm starting to think there's more behind this than I know. I've had way too much time to think. I'm so close to going to my first sergent and asking him if there is anyway I can go home early. I'm confused at the fact that she would try to take her life at a time like this......I don't know what to do, and I'm afraid.....and it's not because I'm in Iraq anymore, it's of being without her. I almost want to drop to my knees and pray, even if i don't believe in God, maybe I'll be home in time....fuck