the few times i get a crush on a guy, it's some shithead who i know i shouldn't like. this one guy al, who has a girlfriend far prettier than me, and being the unappreciative ass he is, cheats on her regularly, makes my record skip. i like him. and i don't know him. but this is the sort of the man i like. he's...
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I'm back to the blog-o-sphere. I had, for a while, "a cry for help" blog. This involved depressing delcarations of my uselessness, patheticism, and all around pain and suffering. Then, I realized how inherently lame that was, and had the over-compensating, "optimistic blog", trying to prove how well-adjusted I was. Then, I left the blog-o-sphere for a while, only to find that I don't write...
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mr_alfa:
welcome back. you covered so much in your last update. its also not my place to comment on some of your questions, they are very personal and not knowing you makes it difficult.
i think that if the president really wanted to protect marriage, he would work on banning divorce. but that would not fit his religous agenda.
i think that if the president really wanted to protect marriage, he would work on banning divorce. but that would not fit his religous agenda.
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mr_alfa:
Congratulations! No cavaties is always a positive.
mastercraftsman:
My dentist is hot. While she uncomfortably probes my gums, her big boobs are up against my head. A strangely pleasureable experience. Those metal pricks can litarally feel like they're sinking into my brain you know? Anyway she actually flirts, in a professional way. Like askng if I had a sleeping partner, and I was like, "rarely." I could actually hear her heartbeat speed up. She said she asked because she suspected I was grinding my teeth when I slept.
I just noticed you have Groundhog Day as a favorite movie. Damn that was funny and I'm constantly reminded of it walking around at work, where all the redneck guys listen to the same station, which has been playing the same songs since 1978....
I just noticed you have Groundhog Day as a favorite movie. Damn that was funny and I'm constantly reminded of it walking around at work, where all the redneck guys listen to the same station, which has been playing the same songs since 1978....
yesterday, i left work early to go see direct effects in nyc with dan. i'm not a huge fan of the show, but i am a fan of being a member of studio audiences. it's like the only place where my horribly socially inappropriate behavior is encouraged and endorsed. laughing loud, yelling, clapping, stomping my feet, making weird noises, screaming things in the midst of...
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velvetknuckles:
I work in Philly. Sometimes when I'm walking to the train station I'll stare up at the tops of buildings and and on my cellphone I say to no one, "Nope, can't see you yet..." and watch people also look. I easily amuse myself.
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mr_alfa:
plastic flowers.....every house needs at least 1 good plastic flower arrangement.
mastercraftsman:
I hate being the bad guy, but you GO GIRL!
In the heart of Monmouth County, New Jersey lies a strip mall.
Actually, there are dozens upon dozens of strip malls, but the strip mall that puts all the others to shame, is the Grove. Through a high school friend, I got a full-time job at one of the quirky, non-corporate stores in said mall, while attending community college.
Perks of this job included: working...
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Actually, there are dozens upon dozens of strip malls, but the strip mall that puts all the others to shame, is the Grove. Through a high school friend, I got a full-time job at one of the quirky, non-corporate stores in said mall, while attending community college.
Perks of this job included: working...
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mastercraftsman:
Hey I do feel some of that angst from a few stints years ago in a bike shop. I have to say your perspective is refreshingly cynical. Too many prozak peeps in retail these days. The annoyance on the customer end can get just as cynical, believe me. The things we do will only make us stronger, or that's what a friend is posting now. Just wondering. What do you do when all the hot women/men hit on you at work? Smile and say "Thanks, but I'm involved with someone," or "Fuck off loser," or "Meet you outside at 8:45 sharp." Or somewhere in between? 
tourniquitfit:
pretend not to pick up on it.
new years rocked!
philadelphia. khyber (sucked). mummer parade (ruled). moaz (best food ever). weed. debauchery. friends. meeting people. drinks. passing out. watching football. having a ball. loved it. first great new years in a while. woot woot!
philadelphia. khyber (sucked). mummer parade (ruled). moaz (best food ever). weed. debauchery. friends. meeting people. drinks. passing out. watching football. having a ball. loved it. first great new years in a while. woot woot!
heavyhitterlarry:
glad you had a good time
new years sucks.
i wish i didn't agree to go out on new years. i would have rather been alone watching movies or something.
last year i went as a third wheel with my sister and her boyfriend to nyc. we ended up going to some bar in the village. we got drinks for free, as my sister's boyfriend pretended to be gay at networking...
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i wish i didn't agree to go out on new years. i would have rather been alone watching movies or something.
last year i went as a third wheel with my sister and her boyfriend to nyc. we ended up going to some bar in the village. we got drinks for free, as my sister's boyfriend pretended to be gay at networking...
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mr_alfa:
Neither do I, but do we truly have a choice?
heavyhitterlarry:
just don't go
so, i feel like life passes my by and i'm so not disciplined enough to write about it. The best life lived though, isnt necessarily the best life written about (and so I rationalize my laziness)
the day after that last drunken letter, i woke up, sober, not quite in love, but with that elated feeling of a crush.
soon though, it got squashed.
i...
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the day after that last drunken letter, i woke up, sober, not quite in love, but with that elated feeling of a crush.
soon though, it got squashed.
i...
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heavyhitterlarry:
um, not sure what to say to all of that. too much to take in.
if he had made a move in the car, i would have said go for it bc he is into you, but since he didn't, its hard to say. the fact that he tried to have an animal killed on the road convo with you though is a good sign, better than just ignoring it or making jokes about it.
why did you drop out of college? (i may have missed that post)
if he had made a move in the car, i would have said go for it bc he is into you, but since he didn't, its hard to say. the fact that he tried to have an animal killed on the road convo with you though is a good sign, better than just ignoring it or making jokes about it.
why did you drop out of college? (i may have missed that post)
dear people on here kind enough to read my rants, yet who i'll probably never know,
this may very well seem so out there, that no one will get, but i do.
i had given up on love completely. i wrote it off as some fictitious aspect of existence that people use to legitimize an otherwise uneventful life. i used to get strong feelings for...
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this may very well seem so out there, that no one will get, but i do.
i had given up on love completely. i wrote it off as some fictitious aspect of existence that people use to legitimize an otherwise uneventful life. i used to get strong feelings for...
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mr_alfa:
You are not alone. There is not enough room on this board to explain my thoughts on this matter. Without minimizing your anguish or telling you that you wrong but there are many who go through the same process when trying to meet new people. Make a move, say a friendly word, see if they get a hint. But dont torture yourself without trying something. Dont torture your self at all but I act the same way and feel that I understand your point of view.
mastercraftsman:
Coming from my perspective, I absolutely can't imagine you not being able to solicit some feelings from a man. You deserve nothing BUT love. Someone over there is either good at keeping things to himself for whatever reason (gay maybe), or a fool who just needs it spelled out. You are beautiful and intelligent, playful yet can have a serious conversation, and yearning for adoration. Hearts must be breaking in your wake as you walk down the street. I know mine is.