So I'm sitting here wondering what to type. I hate it when I feel lazy. I hate the fact that I don't want to do anything sometimes. everyone is entitled to some laziness right? I just go through these ambitious spurts where i piss myself off if I'm not doing anything creative/constructive. Well, time for bed...... maybe I'll piss myself off if i don't get...
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I'm going on vacation today for a couple of days (YAY!). But unfortunately, its actually gonna be colder there than it is here. Who the fuck thought it would be a good idea to go to the mountains of western maryland in the middle of january? It doesn't matter though, I'm staying in the hot tub and drinking the whole time. I'm gonna come home...
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ophelia:
hope you had a good trip

bendersama:
Good luck bud, drive safe, and drink lots!
BTW bud got the apt. and will be moving in March 1st W00t!!!
Hey lemme know what ya have going on this summer, come over to my neck of the woods for a weekend or so...take care mang!
~bender
"Friends are only enemies that don't have the balls to kill you"
BTW bud got the apt. and will be moving in March 1st W00t!!!
Hey lemme know what ya have going on this summer, come over to my neck of the woods for a weekend or so...take care mang!

~bender
"Friends are only enemies that don't have the balls to kill you"
Goddamn mutherfucking cock sucking bastard bitch. Now I'm pissed (and aparently living up to my SG name)! I was supposed to close on my fucking house tonight and she was supposed to sign the fucking papers but there has been a snafu. Some fucking idiot got all of the fucking numbers wrong and under estimated everything by like 3500$!!!. Needless to say I was pissed,...
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saritalr:
Buying a house is always stressful, it will be worth it in the end though. Yay Rauchenberg!
ada:
It's funny that you mentioned the BMA; I just went to the AVAM on Tuesday... yeah, I find going to museums to be pretty theraputic.
That sucks about the house, but as long as it all works out in the end, it's good, right?
Damn it's windy out right now.
That sucks about the house, but as long as it all works out in the end, it's good, right?
Damn it's windy out right now.
And the week is over! Yay! Now I just have to find something or someone to do (yeah right). I'm gonna rock a tofurkey dinner (yes it tastes goo) and get my ass to the ottobar in Bmore to see some good music and take in some libations of the barley and hops kind. Welcome to the first real weekend of 2004. Love, peace, and...
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Well, today everything went through with my refinance! I can finally move on from the horrible, horrible situation that put me here 3 1/2 months ago. I can finally try to be happy and get her out of my life (even though I still don't want to). Its a big relief for me to do this by myself and know that I can do it....................
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jones1:
kick ass kick ass kick ASS!!! feeling oh-so-happy for you dear with a side of its-bout-damn-time. I think the fact that you are aware of all of the changes that you need to make for yourself and are making them..well i think youre closer to happiness than you expect. Not to say that its not going to be hard..but i dont know if you trulely recognize how pro-active youve become on behalf of yourself
I hope your holidays were filled with love..either from others..or to others from you (im sure of the latter). Youre doing better in a time of transition than most people could ever dream of so please please dont forget to tell yourself that. YOU rock.


Today was the start of what is probably gonna seem like the longest week ever. Its kind of nice being back to work though. Its like you need a vacation from your fucking vacation.
i think I'm starting to come down with Bronchitis, I guess 2 packs of smokes a day will do that to ya in the winter huh? So its time to finally...
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i think I'm starting to come down with Bronchitis, I guess 2 packs of smokes a day will do that to ya in the winter huh? So its time to finally...
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missvenusdiabla:
Hi
Thanx for the welcome. I smoke to much too~
Hope you're feeling better!

Hope you're feeling better!
Ok, so this has been a good holiday. It wasn't as wierd about it as i thought I would be. Spending the holidays without the person you've spent 6 with was pretty wierd but not as sad or overwhelmingly lonely I thought it might have been. Moving on is a fucking strange process. Once you realize you're doing it, you become sad again at the...
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er:
i was actually considering something more like e________r
i dunno, i want something different, and when i like it, i'll stop.
i like just plain er, but it's too small to click on in the top right
ha ha ha
i dunno, i want something different, and when i like it, i'll stop.
i like just plain er, but it's too small to click on in the top right

ha ha ha
I fucking hate work!!! Its almost 7 and I'm still here, by my fucking self. I hate when work gets like this. Oh poor me, I know, I know..... but you would feel the same way. At least I don't have work tomorrow.
Anyway..... xmas was good. I got some cool shit (ipod, membership to the Baltimore creative alliance, lean to speak japanese in 6...
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Anyway..... xmas was good. I got some cool shit (ipod, membership to the Baltimore creative alliance, lean to speak japanese in 6...
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oshareign:
At least you can journal from work
I wish you a Happy New Year

I wish you a Happy New Year

brodie12:
hehheehhahhaha i love that picture of the giraffe..i never noticed where it was placed hehehehee
xo
xo
Merry fucking Xmas to all and to all a good fucking night!
I'm hung over like hell (if you wanna know why, look at my 2 most recent pics). So now that I've woke up at 2pm, I'll get my shit together and go to the parents.
I really hope you all have a good xmas, if not with family, then friends that are just...
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I'm hung over like hell (if you wanna know why, look at my 2 most recent pics). So now that I've woke up at 2pm, I'll get my shit together and go to the parents.
I really hope you all have a good xmas, if not with family, then friends that are just...
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Ahhhhh, first day off. Its nice to not have to work for a couple days huh? Well let the madness that is xmas begin. Hope you all have a wonderful one and that it is peaceful and makes you all happy! Oh, and try not to kill the parents or any other family member.

decomp:
I don't know why I think you might be interested in this book other than that you are....named tourettes.....the curious incident of the dog in the night-time by Mark Haddon.
The lead character...likes dogs, murder-mysteries, and math...
he has Aspergers syndrome and ....oh, talk to me later if you wanna know...
The lead character...likes dogs, murder-mysteries, and math...
he has Aspergers syndrome and ....oh, talk to me later if you wanna know...
my favs are the christmas one...did you take that? it is amazing.
and the black and white one of the man and woman entangled...also beautiful.
oh....and your cats rule