Well, here we are again. Smoking cigarettes and typing to no one (well, a couple of people).
Work fun as usual, like a nail in my head.
Had to email the ex today to tell her to pick up her mail. That always sucks. Opening lines of communication is just terrifying. You don't want to fall back into the trap of "talking" to each other. She still has a key to our house, but that will change once the refinance goes through (I love being fucking grown up).
After the refi, i get my key back and I pretty much never have to see her again............ thats even more terrifying. It sucks when you're betrayed. Theres no trust, but you still want to hang out and talk, especially if they were your best friend. Its been almost 3 months and it still sucks and hurts.
Enough wallowing for tonight (on this page anyway).
It can't suck forever.............. right?
Work fun as usual, like a nail in my head.
Had to email the ex today to tell her to pick up her mail. That always sucks. Opening lines of communication is just terrifying. You don't want to fall back into the trap of "talking" to each other. She still has a key to our house, but that will change once the refinance goes through (I love being fucking grown up).
After the refi, i get my key back and I pretty much never have to see her again............ thats even more terrifying. It sucks when you're betrayed. Theres no trust, but you still want to hang out and talk, especially if they were your best friend. Its been almost 3 months and it still sucks and hurts.
Enough wallowing for tonight (on this page anyway).
It can't suck forever.............. right?
no but seriously, things can really only get better. i know i sound like your mom but moms sometimes know what they're talking about.
muah