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It seems like everyone is departing Minnesota. This always seems to happen during the winter. People who had the itch all year round remember the pains of winter and get a wild hair up their ass to get the hell out.

That hair seems to have grown in my ass.

My job is going ok, but I think it is time to start considering a move. I'm reaching that age where every guy goes through his walkabout. I'm getting itchy to leave to somewhere distant and "start fresh" even though I don't really have anything to run away from.

Normally, I scoff at people who are so anxious to leave Minnesota. It is a beautiful town, with a lot of friendly people. It's clean, and the weather really isn't that bad. I think my problem is mostly just the stale nature of it all. I need a refresh of people- not necessarily scenery.

My friends seem to go through a constant revolving door. The good ones come in- and then disappear. They move away and I rarely hear from them, if at all. I'm getting tired of devoting time to friends who just eventually disappear on me anyway. Don't even get me started on the other kinds of relationships.

Even though things are going just fine for me- something still seems to be missing. I may just decide to disappear one day myself and take that walkabout that runs through my blood.
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bostonbootgirl:
What you need is JESUS, boy. That feeling that something is missing is the unconditional and eternal love that only Jesus can provide, there is no use looking to the world for your fulfillment! Join with me today by placing your hand on the monitor and repeating, "I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savoir." There. Feel better? Now go turn on Fox news.

Thanks for the link to that Spongebob article! I nearly peed my pants! biggrin
Jan 24, 2005
bostonbootgirl:
On a more relevant note...go for it. I didn't leave Boston till I was around 28 because I kept hanging around fighting the feeling I was running away from something. I wasn't. That feeling was the urge to experience new people and places. I've had some bad times since I moved, but the best things that have ever happened to me happened in other places, things that may never have happened if I stayed. I've lived in northern Cally, Dallas, and now FL. I've experienced a lot and now only want more. It really opens your world.

You can always go home. Funny thing is, I really appreciate my home much more since I've left.
Jan 24, 2005

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