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Monday Jul 15, 2002

Jul 15, 2002
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This feeling that I've got coursing through my veins makes me question my sanity.

Ever feel like you're waking up to someone else's life? That's what I've been feeling for the past couple of days, that I'm not doing the right thing, but I'm not doing the wrong thing, either. Does that make any sense?

The only conclusion I can make at the moment is that I am in the midst of another major transformation, and that's why I feel awkward. I feel incredibly intolerant toward most of my fellow man lately, at least the ones in real life, the shining examples of stupidity and foolishness that I encounter day in and day out. On the roads, in the libary, down the street, just taking up space.

I've got to go to one of my jobs right now, and just needed to blow off some steam. I'm immensely frustrated that I might not ever find my life's passion, but at least I have great friends who I love and love me back (I hope).

Ta-ta for now.

Trixie
girlblue:
Yeah, I know that feeling...and it usually is a sign of major change to come. Hang in there and things will get better! You never know what incredible experience is disguised in frutration. biggrin
Jul 15, 2002
dougal:
Trixie you rock, I think you are so cool, change will happen and well you will be great at whatever happens. I hope your neck is feeling better and dont let those fing fers get you down. Love ya {:oP
Jul 16, 2002

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