I went out last night for the first time in a long while, and apparently, haven't missed all that much.
Let me pose this question: Why is that I am the freak magnet? I'm telling ya, above and beyond the average girl....if I am sitting in a very dark corner BY MYSELF with my arms crossed, tapping my head to the dark jungle beats, why must you harsh my mellow and intrude? Anyway, that's what kept happening last night.
On the other end of the spectrum, do you think that having a S.O. makes it difficult to make friends, especially of the opposite sex? This has been bothering me for a while now. Been on my mind for most of today actually. Most of my friends in LA happen to be guys, and it's been the norm for me for a long time. How does one go about making a nice guy friend who doesn't feel awkward or threatened because you happen to be in a happy relationship? And that the S.O. is perfectly fine with the choices I make.
So I'm sitting here thinking about that and a whole lot more. For some reason lately, I've been very unmotivated as far as personal growth goes. I've been changing due to mere apathy, and that really sucks. No telling what the deal is exactly. I'm the first one to admit that it's "high maintenance" to be me, but then again, I wouldn't be who I am if I weren't. Does that make any sense? Maybe because I've been apathetic about certain things like entertaining myself, maybe it means I'm mellowing out? NO! That can't be! Hehe.
Happy Labor Day, etc.
Trixie
Let me pose this question: Why is that I am the freak magnet? I'm telling ya, above and beyond the average girl....if I am sitting in a very dark corner BY MYSELF with my arms crossed, tapping my head to the dark jungle beats, why must you harsh my mellow and intrude? Anyway, that's what kept happening last night.
On the other end of the spectrum, do you think that having a S.O. makes it difficult to make friends, especially of the opposite sex? This has been bothering me for a while now. Been on my mind for most of today actually. Most of my friends in LA happen to be guys, and it's been the norm for me for a long time. How does one go about making a nice guy friend who doesn't feel awkward or threatened because you happen to be in a happy relationship? And that the S.O. is perfectly fine with the choices I make.
So I'm sitting here thinking about that and a whole lot more. For some reason lately, I've been very unmotivated as far as personal growth goes. I've been changing due to mere apathy, and that really sucks. No telling what the deal is exactly. I'm the first one to admit that it's "high maintenance" to be me, but then again, I wouldn't be who I am if I weren't. Does that make any sense? Maybe because I've been apathetic about certain things like entertaining myself, maybe it means I'm mellowing out? NO! That can't be! Hehe.
Happy Labor Day, etc.
Trixie