tortureresponse

well... sadly, i had to cancel my membership here... so while i wait for it to go through, i thought i'd make one last entry.

everything remains to be seen, but i've lost any fears i might have had about my life, my future, or anything else. i claim full responsibility of my path, my destiny, my choices and my damnation. my inertia has been my failing. now i know i am face to face with the beast of reality, and it's fucking hideous. all i need to do now is the reach forward and tear out it's fucking throat.

for too long i've let reality dictate to me the course of my life when i've always known better. i got the better of me. it's time to fuck shit up, take back my life and live it the way it needs to be lived. without fear and without mercy.