Did you ever feel like one day everything just kinda fell into place? That happened for me today.
I've been talking to Mercie quite a bit about how I haven't felt like myself for so long, like I'm not even me anymore. And she said that I've gotta do what makes me happy.
I dropped the punk/goth thing because of my hubby and my son, but I felt happy that way, much more comfortable. It just matched the way I felt. Mercie said if that's me and that's how I was happy I needed to do it for me.
So this morning I put on my black pants from Hot Topic and little tank top and have been walking around today like no one can touch me! And I decided (almost fully) that I want to change my major from Education to Biology. It's just been the best day I've had in a long time.
And we're having spaghetti for dinner too! My favorite!
I've been talking to Mercie quite a bit about how I haven't felt like myself for so long, like I'm not even me anymore. And she said that I've gotta do what makes me happy.
I dropped the punk/goth thing because of my hubby and my son, but I felt happy that way, much more comfortable. It just matched the way I felt. Mercie said if that's me and that's how I was happy I needed to do it for me.
So this morning I put on my black pants from Hot Topic and little tank top and have been walking around today like no one can touch me! And I decided (almost fully) that I want to change my major from Education to Biology. It's just been the best day I've had in a long time.
And we're having spaghetti for dinner too! My favorite!
mercie:
Thank goodness you've had a good day. I almost forget what it's like to have one. My last happy days? When I was in Texas. And I think that's falling apart anyway. Nothing lasts forever, and sometimes, nothing lasts more than a moment in time. But, I shan't continue on my depressing rant. I'm not ruining anyone's good day. They're fucking rare. much love girl.
mercie:
get some damn pictures up too by the way. if you need my help, send me some, and I'll crop them for you or whatever. k bye.