Sick again. Yay for me. I'm beginning to just wish the doctors would go ahead and just fucking find something because at least then I know they could do something for me. But this "well, we dunno what it could be" shit is driving me nuts.
It's been months and months of this crap where I'm so sick to my stomach I can't stand it. I had to throw up in a Chick-fil-A cup twice this morning in the car while driving AJ to daycare! And then whatever I ate for dinner stayed down for about, oh, 5 minutes. And I've lost like almost 15lbs now!
Do you know that the doctors actually ask me "do you make yourself throw up?" That's funny. Somehow I don't find large chunks of already-eaten food and stomach acid spewing out of my face a potential hobby that I would regulary engage in voluntarily. And besides that, if this were all my evil doing, would I really fucking go to the doctor to ask them WHY it's happening? I'm crazy, I'm not stupid.
Well thanks for all the comments yall, Mercie told me that you guys are the best and I don't doubt it. Can't wait to get to know all of you. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go rest.
It's been months and months of this crap where I'm so sick to my stomach I can't stand it. I had to throw up in a Chick-fil-A cup twice this morning in the car while driving AJ to daycare! And then whatever I ate for dinner stayed down for about, oh, 5 minutes. And I've lost like almost 15lbs now!
Do you know that the doctors actually ask me "do you make yourself throw up?" That's funny. Somehow I don't find large chunks of already-eaten food and stomach acid spewing out of my face a potential hobby that I would regulary engage in voluntarily. And besides that, if this were all my evil doing, would I really fucking go to the doctor to ask them WHY it's happening? I'm crazy, I'm not stupid.
Well thanks for all the comments yall, Mercie told me that you guys are the best and I don't doubt it. Can't wait to get to know all of you. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go rest.
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I'd read the book a bunch before the movie came out. I grew up in a military family so my dad would always give me cool books like that to read when I was younger.
We lived on the main parade grounds at Ft. Bragg and on 4th of July everyone would cook out in their front yard to celebrate while all of the post's activities went on. One year, Col. Harrel had a bunch of the D-boys over to his place. My dad turned to me and said, "Look over there... see those guys? According to the US government, they don't exist." It was before the BHD movie had come out so it still felt kinda like a secret. It was pretty cool, at any rate.
I'm in the Plaza Midwood area. Where are you?