**Warning** A man with no beer wallowing in his self loathing is about to post a message**Warning**
Why the hell am I sitting here all alone again on a Friday night? I mean, ok...I COULD say that its all because I get off work so late and I'm tired from the week, but I know I'm just making excuses at this point. Am I really this pathetic? I invite people over to watch the fight on a big-screen and tell them I'm gonna BBQ some burgers too....no one shows. I put together a nice steak dinner for some fellow workers who just got laid off to help cheer them up....no one again (at least my roomates and I ate well for two days). Nobody calls me to say "hey, we're going to *fill in bar name here*. Wanna come?" NOTHING. I'm a nice, social fellow. I do my best to make others happy. Why the hell does it seem like I suddenly have no friends on weekends? Seriously, is this what happens when all your friends graduate and move on to the "real world" and you're left behind, ages from graduating? Do all the new people around you see you as the creepy older guy with no life? It's like everyone is all buddy-buddy to me during the day, but once night falls I turn in to Mr. Lonelypants. Gah!
/end Rant
Ok, feel a bit better after that. Sometimes I just wish I could go back in time a couple years just to re-live the fun times. Man, I really wish the roomates hadn't finished off all the beer...
Why the hell am I sitting here all alone again on a Friday night? I mean, ok...I COULD say that its all because I get off work so late and I'm tired from the week, but I know I'm just making excuses at this point. Am I really this pathetic? I invite people over to watch the fight on a big-screen and tell them I'm gonna BBQ some burgers too....no one shows. I put together a nice steak dinner for some fellow workers who just got laid off to help cheer them up....no one again (at least my roomates and I ate well for two days). Nobody calls me to say "hey, we're going to *fill in bar name here*. Wanna come?" NOTHING. I'm a nice, social fellow. I do my best to make others happy. Why the hell does it seem like I suddenly have no friends on weekends? Seriously, is this what happens when all your friends graduate and move on to the "real world" and you're left behind, ages from graduating? Do all the new people around you see you as the creepy older guy with no life? It's like everyone is all buddy-buddy to me during the day, but once night falls I turn in to Mr. Lonelypants. Gah!
/end Rant
Ok, feel a bit better after that. Sometimes I just wish I could go back in time a couple years just to re-live the fun times. Man, I really wish the roomates hadn't finished off all the beer...