Anyone see the article on Suicide Girls in WYWS (while you were sleeping) magazine? If so, what'd you think?
And yeah yeah yeah, looks like I missed a kick ass time at Trilo's birthday. Glad there was much fun to be had ... I was busy getting dusty in the desert (and sleeping on the ground because my sleeping bag was trapped in the car...
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And yeah yeah yeah, looks like I missed a kick ass time at Trilo's birthday. Glad there was much fun to be had ... I was busy getting dusty in the desert (and sleeping on the ground because my sleeping bag was trapped in the car...
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I tried to respond to yesterday's posts but something happened. I was too tired and forgot to press send? My computer crashed? I hallucinated the whole thing? Who knows? Either way, I'm not going to rewrite it. I'll just assure you it was fascinating, brilliant and not to be missed. But you missed it. Too bad.
Now I'm hung over. That's lame.
Now I'm hung over. That's lame.
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seether:
You've been invited to the Mayhem tour:
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGLA/journals/26221/
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http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGLA/journals/26221/
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seether:
Wow, so the party started off a little rocky, and that I fucked up... Then all of a sudden it just started KICKING ASS.... I mean it just went off.
Then I had to do the most evil thing in my life and tell people we had to get back on the metrorail before it closed at 12 or they weren't getting home.
But then he went to Dungeon completely worked from part1... and I remember little else from that point on.
Remind me to never start the night drinking double red bull vodkas again.
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Then I had to do the most evil thing in my life and tell people we had to get back on the metrorail before it closed at 12 or they weren't getting home.
But then he went to Dungeon completely worked from part1... and I remember little else from that point on.
Remind me to never start the night drinking double red bull vodkas again.
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Ah, such insight from my SG friends. Surprising - and much appreciated - responses to my dilemma. Which has led me to put the dilemma on hold indefinitely ... it no longer seems like such a pressing issue.
Part of the reason for that, i bet, is an amazing meeting I had last night with two fabulous Clan Destino girlies. We brainstormed for upcoming dance...
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Part of the reason for that, i bet, is an amazing meeting I had last night with two fabulous Clan Destino girlies. We brainstormed for upcoming dance...
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fractal:
ps - meet the babies....
chubbs
and stu
chubbs
and stu
seether:
What kind of animal is that Fractal? It looks like a cross between a lab rat and a rabbit.. Wowza
Molly B-DAY Mmmmmmmm yeah.
Glad to hear you are energized to progress your dance performances... Actually the first time I saw you dance, I didn't know who you were, and I thought it was beautiful... So you can't accuse me of being biased by your friendship
I think I gotta lay of alcohol for awhile, I'm starting to misspell in strange ways... Although it could be a side effect of Strattera which I'm taking. In my last post to your journal I spelled Zoot Suit as Zuit Suit, which is bizarre...
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Molly B-DAY Mmmmmmmm yeah.
Glad to hear you are energized to progress your dance performances... Actually the first time I saw you dance, I didn't know who you were, and I thought it was beautiful... So you can't accuse me of being biased by your friendship
I think I gotta lay of alcohol for awhile, I'm starting to misspell in strange ways... Although it could be a side effect of Strattera which I'm taking. In my last post to your journal I spelled Zoot Suit as Zuit Suit, which is bizarre...
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Just about to finish a day of work, which is ridiculous since 1) it's 9:23 p.m. and 2) it's Sunday.
Started the shift with unbrushed teeth, unshowered bod, effects of last night's Tequila sunrises and barefoot dancing still lingering, and a little bout of self doubt that I can only attribute to dehydration and sleep-deprivation. I hope.
Having serious questions about SG - somewhere between...
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Started the shift with unbrushed teeth, unshowered bod, effects of last night's Tequila sunrises and barefoot dancing still lingering, and a little bout of self doubt that I can only attribute to dehydration and sleep-deprivation. I hope.
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trilobyte:
And how cool that our dear Mr. Reznor is finishing off the next record just a few short miles from here?
We got into the area of the after hours thing, but ended up not going. Long complicated story involving my not being so clever...
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[Edited on Feb 23, 2004 2:27AM]
We got into the area of the after hours thing, but ended up not going. Long complicated story involving my not being so clever...
:::whoosh:::
[Edited on Feb 23, 2004 2:27AM]
seether:
Iiiha guacamoli.... Shit I don't even know if I spelled that correctly.
As much as I would like to see your nekkid bod on SG, somehow I don't think it's the right thing for you. You willl get 1000 drooling wierdos sending you all kinds of messages... and once they are up, you have no way to take them down, cuz it's a done deal.
But, if you do it as a type of feminist research project, I could maybe understand.
You should talk to Bridget , she was a limbo girl (had a set pending release) and then for some reason they never posted them. She has a realistic perspective on what it feels like to have made the leap.
And as far as the prom goes, I think I am going to get an orange zuit suit... with a feather in my cap...
I'll just walk in behind you, babs and fractal like the kingpin and smoke cigars all night while you corrupt babsi.
BTW email me the info for the Gigsville campout, I'm trying to put together a decadent bday party for Trilobyte and I think that might be a brilliant start
Buhahahhahah
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Edited because I was buzzed when I wrote this and made some stupid spelling mistakes
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As much as I would like to see your nekkid bod on SG, somehow I don't think it's the right thing for you. You willl get 1000 drooling wierdos sending you all kinds of messages... and once they are up, you have no way to take them down, cuz it's a done deal.
But, if you do it as a type of feminist research project, I could maybe understand.
You should talk to Bridget , she was a limbo girl (had a set pending release) and then for some reason they never posted them. She has a realistic perspective on what it feels like to have made the leap.
And as far as the prom goes, I think I am going to get an orange zuit suit... with a feather in my cap...
I'll just walk in behind you, babs and fractal like the kingpin and smoke cigars all night while you corrupt babsi.
BTW email me the info for the Gigsville campout, I'm trying to put together a decadent bday party for Trilobyte and I think that might be a brilliant start
Buhahahhahah
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Edited because I was buzzed when I wrote this and made some stupid spelling mistakes
[Edited on Feb 24, 2004 12:44AM]
I love these quizzes. The idea is you're supposed to copy it and put in your own answers. I'm also supposed to send it to specific people, but I prefer this less invasive way of doing it. Feel free to post your own in your own journals, or on mine. it'll be fun to see how anonymous y'all try to stay (wink wink).
Oh yeah,...
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torque:
Dave! I refuse to call you poopy. Too visual for my taste. And yes, I remember meeting you. And something about a girl ... how'd it turn out?
And I'd love some help putting up my picture. I've been trying to figure it out forever. I have photos, but for some reason I can't save them to be the EXACT size they're supposed to be. Is there some secret to the whole damn thing?
And yes, I remember meeting you. And something about a girl ... how'd it turn out?
And I'd love some help putting up my picture. I've been trying to figure it out forever. I have photos, but for some reason I can't save them to be the EXACT size they're supposed to be. Is there some secret to the whole damn thing?
torque:
Oh, and Seether. Yes. You are shit out of luck. I'm running off with your girlfriend and we're going to giggle and hold hands and eat schnitzel all day (and I don't mean that literally ... ha ha ha ...).
Okay, just kidding. How about we just double date? Me and Fractal, you and Babs. Or ... maybe I can get the boy to come? We'll see ...
And I LOVED seeing you out last night. When are you gonna come play with us up here?
Okay, just kidding. How about we just double date? Me and Fractal, you and Babs. Or ... maybe I can get the boy to come? We'll see ...
And I LOVED seeing you out last night. When are you gonna come play with us up here?
Another long and lovely weekend, but this one with slightly less Monday morning pain than the last. A Friday night of yummy girliness, a Saturday of giggling and writing, a Sunday or yummy boy/girl-iness. And the usual Monday afternoon self-awareness hour. Love it. Now I just have to remember to drink water (stave off those ouch-ouch-ouch headaches that remind me of Wednesday afternoon at Burning...
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seether:
Uh. you coming back or what???? This is my fourth post in your journal... I hope all is well, and you are just too busy to write
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torque:
i'm here! i'm here! but yes, i've been busy. and having life events i'm not sure i want to talk about to strangers. not that you, my dear seether, are stranger. on the contrary. how are you?
So my friends and I came to the burlesque show with Fractal and all we got was a get-out-of-line-free pass.
Where was our red carpet? The celebrity photographers? The free drinks? (Oh wait ... we got some of those ... )
What good is being friends with a porn star if you don't get some perks out of it? This place sucks.
Where was our red carpet? The celebrity photographers? The free drinks? (Oh wait ... we got some of those ... )
What good is being friends with a porn star if you don't get some perks out of it? This place sucks.
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seether:
Oh... I want to come out and play... 
Haha... but sometimes it's fun being untouchable.
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Haha... but sometimes it's fun being untouchable.
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studentochaos:
Thanks for the comment. I had an apt with a girl in Detroit for two years a while back and it was wonderful. Both of us were criminals and disreputatble types. (There is something very sexy about a girl in a black tight body suit with a combat knife in her teeth do a back flip into a tree.) We used to live CRAZY nights and spend the days curled up together so happy for each passing moment of quiet. Eventually she betrayed me though and I had a long hard homeless time after that. (Notably it led me to working for the government for the homeland security dept......)
The happy memories of those days I think got me invovled in this last girl too fast and too hard. This latest girl was fun and good looking, but in the end lacked the emotional maturity I need out of someone I date. Her hitting on my roommate really was more related to deep depression then actual attraction and I just wasnt going to wait for her to get her shit figured out. I am not here to save the people I date.
As for what I study, I have alot of majors........ I am getting BAs in International Relations (minor in international economics), Chinese Literature (with a second major attached to this degree in philosophy). I am also getting an education certificate and graduating with honors, two internships, one TAship, three study abroads, and two years as a RA. Therefore, the reference to chaos is both literal and figurative.
So what am I doing with all these degrees? Every government office and lots of businesses are offering me alot of money..... I plan to move to the West coast where I hear the girls are pretty and start using my bounty hunting license (I needed quick money once...) and get a private eye degree. I figure if I am in San Fran I can keep my chinese language skills in working order and all the sun will do good for my pale skin.
I am an adventuror. I work for no one. I have survived for years on nothing and I dont see how my capacity to make money should change my feelings on living a very spartan existance.
As for your experiences with the burlesque show.... I agree this community is easily divided into two broad categories. People who see this as porn and people who see this as erotica.
I think you and I fall into the erotica group. I find the pictures artful and deeply tastful. I am comfortable with the human body and feel that as a mature adult I can sit back and appreciate beauty BOTH as sexual and non-sexual. Not everyone works like that. I think this statement applies to the suicidegirls as well. Some of the shoots feel like well photographed porn. Some really seem to have personality and demostrate a distinct sense of self concept which is amazing.
Though being friends with a porn star can be fun....
Sorry for the long post.
The happy memories of those days I think got me invovled in this last girl too fast and too hard. This latest girl was fun and good looking, but in the end lacked the emotional maturity I need out of someone I date. Her hitting on my roommate really was more related to deep depression then actual attraction and I just wasnt going to wait for her to get her shit figured out. I am not here to save the people I date.
As for what I study, I have alot of majors........ I am getting BAs in International Relations (minor in international economics), Chinese Literature (with a second major attached to this degree in philosophy). I am also getting an education certificate and graduating with honors, two internships, one TAship, three study abroads, and two years as a RA. Therefore, the reference to chaos is both literal and figurative.
So what am I doing with all these degrees? Every government office and lots of businesses are offering me alot of money..... I plan to move to the West coast where I hear the girls are pretty and start using my bounty hunting license (I needed quick money once...) and get a private eye degree. I figure if I am in San Fran I can keep my chinese language skills in working order and all the sun will do good for my pale skin.
I am an adventuror. I work for no one. I have survived for years on nothing and I dont see how my capacity to make money should change my feelings on living a very spartan existance.
As for your experiences with the burlesque show.... I agree this community is easily divided into two broad categories. People who see this as porn and people who see this as erotica.
I think you and I fall into the erotica group. I find the pictures artful and deeply tastful. I am comfortable with the human body and feel that as a mature adult I can sit back and appreciate beauty BOTH as sexual and non-sexual. Not everyone works like that. I think this statement applies to the suicidegirls as well. Some of the shoots feel like well photographed porn. Some really seem to have personality and demostrate a distinct sense of self concept which is amazing.
Though being friends with a porn star can be fun....
Sorry for the long post.
Went to the burlesque show. Not sure what to say about it. Interesting, enlightening, I had no idea what this community is really about. Seems that there are several different factions of SG people - some I identify with on some level and some not at all. And all of it ... is this different than 80's hair-metal videos with girls in wet t-shirts dancing...
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seether:
We need to hang out, you are posting to SG way to frequently now... something must be wrong!
Sad to have missed the burlesque show, although my hormones can use the break... Sometimes it really sucks being a guy..
The one night I got to party in Germany, I had to be carried home by Barbara and Luka's boyfriend... ouch... but I was laughing hysterically the whole time.
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Sad to have missed the burlesque show, although my hormones can use the break... Sometimes it really sucks being a guy..
The one night I got to party in Germany, I had to be carried home by Barbara and Luka's boyfriend... ouch... but I was laughing hysterically the whole time.
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I'm so tired of being attacked and punished for being who I am, seeking what I need, expressing myself as comes natural to me. Sometimes I don't know how to make space for myself that's big enough to breathe in, small enough to feel comforting, welcome enough for other people to share with me but solitary enough that I can be strong in myself. I...
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A quiz I got from my sister. Didn't want to bombard Friendster bulletin boards with it, but thought it should go somewhere. It's kinda fun. Oh yeah. The idea is to copy it, put in your own answers and then send it to other people. Below is the quiz with my answers filled in:
------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: twice....
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fractal:
yo biatch - burlesque, sat night, LA. lez do it. give a nigga a shout out.
fractal:
------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------*
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: too many times
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: you know the answer to this one
* Been hurt emotionally: duh
* Kept a secret from everyone:I've got a few...
* Had an imaginary friend: you mean one that only I can see? yhea...still do.
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: yes
* Had a crush on a teacher: not so much as a crush, but he rocked it.
* Ever thought an animated character was hot? oh hellz yhea! I'd stick it right in Ariel's...
* Had a New Kids on the Block tape: Hangin' Tough
*Been on stage: sure, but never to perform.
---------Favorites------------------*
Shampoo: errr...
Soap: err...
Color: red, burgendy, black
* Day/Night: hmm...
Summer/Winter: summer
Lace or satin: satin
* Fave cartoon Characters: can't think of any at the moment...
* Fave Food: I'm on a popcorn and kettle corn kick at the moment. I am currently making my keyboard greasy from them.
Fave Movie: see profile...
* Fave Ice Cream: B & J Vanilla Heath Bar Crunch
* Fave Subject: null
Fave drink: juice
Fave Persons to talk to online: ami
* Fave Word: rad. just cause it's so obnixious. and i"m a big fan of Neato.
-RIGHT NOW----------*
Wearing: white tube socks, old camo jammie pants that have a hole in the crotch, a fitted black ribbed v-neck sweater, black push up bra, and my glasses.
Hair is: performing a mutany.
* Eating: kettle corn
* Drinking: I just swallowed my own saliva
* Thinking : err...
* Listening to: Danny and Dov talking on the porch
* Talking 2: you. well, your journal at least
-----------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------*
Cried: should have
* Worn a skirt: nope. but I thought about it.
* Met someone New: yes
Cleaned your room: my house is fucking sparkly. I did it Sat though
* Drove a car: oh god no
-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
* Yourself: sometimes
Your friends: some
* Santa Claus: yhea
* Tooth Fairy: um...sure?
Destiny/Fate: its like one of those choose your own adventure novels
* Angels: yes
* Ghosts: yes
UFO's: yes
--------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------*
Like anyone? yhea, but not many
* Who have u known the longest of your friends? I grew up next to someone, but I don't really ever talk to him anymore
Who's the shyest: me?
* Who's the weirdest: Danny
* Who do you go to for advice: Mom.
* Who do you cry to ?: Mom
* When did you cry the most? nervous breakdown 2002
* Best feeling in the world: that feeling of infinty you get when you're 16
* Worst Feeling: hopelessness - have to agree with you there
* Who sent this 2u: you
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: too many times
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: you know the answer to this one
* Been hurt emotionally: duh
* Kept a secret from everyone:I've got a few...
* Had an imaginary friend: you mean one that only I can see? yhea...still do.
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: yes
* Had a crush on a teacher: not so much as a crush, but he rocked it.
* Ever thought an animated character was hot? oh hellz yhea! I'd stick it right in Ariel's...
* Had a New Kids on the Block tape: Hangin' Tough
*Been on stage: sure, but never to perform.
---------Favorites------------------*
Shampoo: errr...
Soap: err...
Color: red, burgendy, black
* Day/Night: hmm...
Summer/Winter: summer
Lace or satin: satin
* Fave cartoon Characters: can't think of any at the moment...
* Fave Food: I'm on a popcorn and kettle corn kick at the moment. I am currently making my keyboard greasy from them.
Fave Movie: see profile...
* Fave Ice Cream: B & J Vanilla Heath Bar Crunch
* Fave Subject: null
Fave drink: juice
Fave Persons to talk to online: ami
* Fave Word: rad. just cause it's so obnixious. and i"m a big fan of Neato.
-RIGHT NOW----------*
Wearing: white tube socks, old camo jammie pants that have a hole in the crotch, a fitted black ribbed v-neck sweater, black push up bra, and my glasses.
Hair is: performing a mutany.
* Eating: kettle corn
* Drinking: I just swallowed my own saliva
* Thinking : err...
* Listening to: Danny and Dov talking on the porch
* Talking 2: you. well, your journal at least
-----------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------*
Cried: should have
* Worn a skirt: nope. but I thought about it.
* Met someone New: yes
Cleaned your room: my house is fucking sparkly. I did it Sat though
* Drove a car: oh god no
-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
* Yourself: sometimes
Your friends: some
* Santa Claus: yhea
* Tooth Fairy: um...sure?
Destiny/Fate: its like one of those choose your own adventure novels
* Angels: yes
* Ghosts: yes
UFO's: yes
--------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------*
Like anyone? yhea, but not many
* Who have u known the longest of your friends? I grew up next to someone, but I don't really ever talk to him anymore
Who's the shyest: me?
* Who's the weirdest: Danny
* Who do you go to for advice: Mom.
* Who do you cry to ?: Mom
* When did you cry the most? nervous breakdown 2002
* Best feeling in the world: that feeling of infinty you get when you're 16
* Worst Feeling: hopelessness - have to agree with you there
* Who sent this 2u: you
I was plannin on going to the Piscean Love Fest, but what is the Stripathon? I'm down!
BTW I got Prom tickets, let me know if you want me to get another for you.. I already got one for your girl Barbara.
I think I'm going to wear a collar with double leash rings one for each of my masters.... lol
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I'll take direction from smart girls anyday.
That doesn't mean I'm submissive, just that sometimes it's better to follow then it is to bust down the walls and carve our your own path through it all.
I'm still buzzed, so if that doesn't make sense, oh well.
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