torque

I'm in flux. Not the SG, but the life state. Moving out of my house next week without a clear idea of where I'll be moving TO, dealing with fresh loss and all the icky triggers it brings along with it, sending resumes out for random jobs wondering what life is going to be like in a week, a month, a year. Seems everyone I know is in a similar position - change change change. Is something happening astrologically? Is it the time of year? I don't remember being this unsettled this year last time. Actually, I'm lying. Last year this time I had moved from one city to another, was about to start a new and scary relationship, was teaching dance for the first time ever and made serious progress in my job. I guess it's just time, then. Trying to sit back and let it happen. Sorry to any of you I haven't contacted/written back to, and for slacking on my journal. And my lovely Miss F., sorry for all the unreturned phone calls. Hope Tuesday's quality time made up for it somewhat.

xoxoxo,
m

P.S. Seether, are you still alive?

P.P.S. Trilobyte, what thing on Friday?