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Ahhhh...the Nine Inch Nails break-up. I had one of those. My first love, actually. I copied lyrics from Pretty Hate Machine into my journal. Years later, I had a break-up to the tune of the Fragile album. Sometimes it's helpful to evoke feelings I'm trying to suppress. Sometimes it drives me deeper into depression. Sometimes it makes me aware of my own melodramatic tendencies. Almost always makes me wonder why Trent Reznor has yet to get therapy, and what would happen to his music if he did.

Music is a great catalyst for me, I use it as an accelerant of pain and joy Theres nothing better then being REALLY down and listening to that perfect track that encapsulates your feelings completely It enhances the pain, and as a side effect, resets the relative scale of suffering. I always feel much better afterwards.

Music does the same thing for me with elation, but fortunately I dont feel like shit afterwards But I do crave more

Oh shit, another vice.

-Ssssssssss

Nice work. I constantly fight to get my work published, you totally kicked my ass on this one. However, my stuff is much less liberating and much more controversial. I had never heard of BUST before. While the webstie gave me a mild seizure I have to say the declaration of Independence idea is bad ass. Glad to hear your free.

I'll pick up a copy and give it a read, maybe exposure to uncensored female perspecive will help me figure out my conflicting views of women.

I'm stuck somewhere in the middle, perhaps it's because my father was always gone working long hours, and I was primarily raised by three sisters and my mother.

-Ssssssssssssssssss

No problem at all. I am complimented actually. Well, off to try and get a big deal job contract thing. Hope chance favors both of us today.

Sorry to hear things are in flux with you right now, I hope it ends up reinvention for the better... I love you both!

And of course Ill come up to visit!

I just overexerted myself a little too much during my first week in LA, and the girls are also a lot more predatory here then Im used to. It was an eye opener and I think I was the deer in the headlights

Im in the process of reinvention too; Barbarella is the most important thing, but everything else is up for grabs. Part of the reinvention is making myself worthy of joining the ranks of your clan This means losing the gut, becoming one with the drum and learning how to coax fire to perform to my rhythmic whims.

Not an easy task, but I must start somewhere.