torontokillsme

brilliant. i just deleted all my pictures. this is amazing.

pfff.

i guess i'll upload a few at a time back. whatev.

in the meantime here's a nice tune:

if you're into sick and sleazy films which i imagine some are, this is the bible on them. a great read and labour of love from a guy in vancouver.

unabashedly 5.20am.

i didn't go to KT's birthday party tonight, even though i think she's super cute and she's been pretty friendly. to top it off i'm actually feeling kind of lonely the last few days. its the dead of winter, and i mean dead. work's getting intense and there's not much outside of waking up putting in 9 hours, maybe hitting the gym to work on...
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hardly slept a wink last night, stress. but you know what fuck that. bring it. i'll take it head on.

the shit i've lived though. not imaginable. stress doesn't exist.

so whatever i've got to do or face today i'll just do or face it. end of story.

except love. i can't face that just yet.

well i can, maybe i just don't want to....
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txted jackie, went and picked her up and we went to ossington for pho and really honest open talk... she is the bomb... so many years of friendship. michelle did her hair and she looks awesome, maybe its time for me to see a stylist instead of a barber hmmm.

talked to her openly about my struggles with substances and she listened and didn't judge....
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the end of the week draws near. work was isolating today. tonight was much the same. when it starts i settle into it. habit. i turn off. fade to black. i need to relight my fire.

its freezing out tonight again. i walked home from work. stopped for coffee and listened to 'theives like us' on repeat the whole way' the city felt like a...
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