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Saturday Dec 11, 2004

Dec 11, 2004
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Days off tend to frustrate me. i always make these grandiose plans in my head and then berate myself for getting 1/4 of them actualy accomplished. Why should i always have to be productive on days that are really necessary to relax and recharge so that i'm not empty when i get back out into the grind? my brain can't seem to shut off my guilty thoughts, worried that i'm potentially letting someone that needs me down.


going out tonight to support a friend instead of attending to the 130 emails in my work inbox. Tommorow is another day.


it's funny when you develop a crush on someone that can't go anywhere. developing a friendship and experiencing tension while doing it is maddening, but intruiging. just a random thought to throw into the mix.


has anyone finished all their xmas shopping? please tell me i'm not the only procrastinator out there... whatever
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trixel:
I don't buy christmas presents. Hmm, that sounds smug. It does make things a whole lot less stressful, not getting or giving.

I do the same thing on my days off. I spend a whole lot of time thinking of all the great things I wanna do, then waste the whole day not making a decision on which one I want to do. I'm terrible at picking one thing out of many.
Dec 13, 2004
cellosoul:
crushes...tension...i wonder why we create these things for ourselves. i guess to bring us back to self-love (and other triple-x stuff). wink
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[Edited on Dec 15, 2004 1:19AM]
Dec 14, 2004

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