torihoney

so i found this lump in my neck. i went to see the doc today and she said i had swollen lymph nodes of some sort (there was an official scary sounding name, but for the life of me i can't remember it) and so i have to take antibiotics to see if it's just aninfection of some sort. but i've had it for a month now, and i really don't think i have had an infection on the down low for a month...so hopefully it's not a tumor or anything. (maybe it's an alien egg sac that is going to hatch, bust out of my neck, and kill people!)

work is killing my ass right now... i'm doing a ton of extra crap, and i am spread too thin to feel proficient in any direction, but i think i'm masking that pretty well, nobody has called me on my ineptness yet... so that has to count for something. there are rumors of a promotion coming up for me in the next month, but my company can turn in a different direction at a moment's notice, so i'll believe it when the offer letter is in my hot little hand.

i went to the beach yesterday and had a grand time frollicking in the water, all the while telling myself that i couldn't possibly be good enough to eat to a shark. and besides, my friend amy was further out, so the shark wouldn't circumvent her just to eat me, right? the thought of seeing the movie open water makes me want to hyperventillate. eek!