torihoney

my god the burlesque show last night was hot. once again stormy was the epitome of the trashy hussy, and i found a brand new appreciation of nixon. that girl has an ass that's hypnotic...sicily was signing posters afterward, and even though i'm on her friends list... i was so tounge tied around her. i know these girls aren't celebrities or anything, but they are still somewhat intimidating in person. but to see so many sexy girls in one room that can move like nobodies business made me feel a little less sexy than when i went there, but i guess it just means that i'm going to have to go out and get some lingerie and strut my stuff too. (at home of course, i doubt people would pay money to see me shake my ass )
i miss a friend of mine, a lot. i apologized for inadvertantly hurting her feelings and i don't think she accepts my apology, although i really meant it. so i guess we're at an impasse, because i don't know if saying i was sorry again would just feel like words to her, and wasted energy on my end. but it sucks, because i really dig her. and she knows who she is.