toribell

Warning: I'm a little tipsy and a bit under, so this might not be good at all. I'll see how it is when I wake up in the morning, hopefully without a hangover.

Muah!

I had the best orgasm ever with myself tonight. I think my neck might be bruised though.



I understand a mothers agony
The thought of being unloved
Ten children growing in your womb
Three bleeding out

I understand a mothers desire
To run, run away
When the husband no longer
Wants to find her

Gone, gone away

I wish a mother
Would understand
Her daughters agony
The desire to be loved

By the mother who wanted
To run, run away

Did you see yourself?
What you didnt want to be?
A body tortured by the years?
That you never meant to see?

Child, child, growing old
Barely out of adolescents dream
Will you love her now?
Understand her thorough and through?

Or throw her away?
What you cursed her to be?

Fuck you.
The womb who brought her life.

Curse you.
The woman who had enough.

I understand your desire.
Just to be able to sleep
How you laid by such a man
Ill never be able to see

Tortured. Unloved.
The legacy your father leads.
Drowned in agony.
Liquid substance of reality

Kissed with your mothers liver
Slow to death
But youll outlive us all.

I see you.

Bleed for me.

Cry for me
Since Ill never be the daughter

You wished you could be.