alright. i know it's been fuckin forever since i've updated. shit's been crazy. and honestly i'm too lazy to go into proper details, so i'll leave you with a list of both the good and the yuck.

good:
*i'll soon be quitting all three of my jobs to do my summer job. yay for only holding one job throughout the summer.
*school's out in a week or two.
*i actually enjoy my summer job.
*i got all my bills paid this month. i didn't think it would happen.
*i went and visited home this weekend. i had a fuckin blast.
*i got to see lots of old friends that have special places in my heart whilst home.
*i went to forged in ink. it was amusing.
*i made propaganda cake for both my mom and one of my best friend's birthdays. it said "meat=murder" in sprinkles. they both eat meat. i thought it was funny.
*i just got fired from a horrid job.

yuck:
*my car got broken into. all my cds are gone. most of them were my friends bands and shit. shit that is not easily replaced.
*the bastard also stole my pennies.
*i've been working fourteen hour wait shifts. it hurts.
*i got massively ill last week. i puked for six hours straight. my temperature was 95.2.
*my friend from work is now in a coma. he tried to od on a handful of pills. they don't know much aside from that there is most definitely heart and brain damage.
*i didn't see any of the people i wanted to see at forged in ink.
*i haven't seen a bed in days. i've been sleeping on floors and in my car.
*a certain non boy is being mean to me. he keeps getting mad at me for shit that i just don't know about.
*i just got fired in part due to a certain non boy promising to get me back to civilization and then leaving me stranded.

sorry it's been so long. i'll try to bitch more often.