tori

things are so very fucked right now. my parents have decided that they're cross with me and hence aren't talking to me. but no one but them knows why. so since they're not talking to me, i can't activate my phone because the pass code is my mom's social security number and i sure as fuck don't know it.. and so with that i missed registration for school as i have no phone. which, it's not like i can pay for it anyway.. my parents were fronting me the money for school and i'd pay them back throughout the semester. i'd get a loan for school, but the bastards are still claiming me on their taxes, and they've got way too much money... the loan people would just fuckin laugh at me.. so it gets better. my health insurance changes on the first of january. the card is being sent to my parents house. so i wont be able to prove i have any health insurance... but it doesn't matter if i'm not in school, cause the insurance is only applicable if i'm in school. uninsured, insulin runs about $80 a bottle. and due to my parents still claiming me on their taxes i'm ineligible for medicaid or what have you.
i'm so fuckin scared. i don't even know why they're mad at me. merry fuckin christmas to me....
i want to move far far away. i was really only sticking around here for school. but if that's all fucked then i guess it's time for me to move on. any suggestions on where to go?
i'm sorry to bitch and moan. i'm just not very pleased with the situation... especially since i have no way of calling those i love to be comforted by them...
none the less, here's wishing that everyone elses holidays rock!