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This is not me coming back to this site, i dont feel that that will be possible, this is just me explaining why im leaving.

I originally came to this site to help boost my confidence and the way i feel about myself and maybe just maybe find someone and be happy. I have always been incredibly shy and introverted which has meant that i have never had any luck with relationships.
For a while on here i did start to feel about myself in a good way and mistakenly believed that i may have had a chance of finally finding someone, so i tried, tere have been a few women through this site who i had fallen for and thought that maybe, just maybe it would be different this time.

It didnt work and i have basically destoyed everything, all of the self confidence i had and hurt some friends by trying to be happy. I now feel far less good about myself and i have lost all hope in finding someone who will say yes instead of I like you alot and your realy nice but i only think of you as a friend.

I feel that im completely unattractive and will always be single, alone and unhappy and i just cant be on this site anymore. So at the moment i am trying to shut all of my feelings away again because i have become someone people dont want to be around. Im going back into my shell because even though i wasnt happy i was safe.

I hope everyone is happy in there lives and that everything goes right for you.



My msn is bclark235@hotmail.com

Goodbye everybody.