Sunday Feb 17, 2008

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I seem to have done it again. frown
I have this stupid idiotic streak of thinking way too much into things and hoping that something that isnt there is. I cant seem to stop doing it and it just makes everyone feel worse.

I had this idea in my head about someone and as usual i was wrong, she is a wonderful woman and im glad happy that i have met her and that we are friends. I did this to myself even though i was shouting at myself not too. I wish i knew how to stop it.

Everybody keeps telling me that i will find the right person but i keep doing this to myself and it just causes me to think that im never going to find that person.
I have been single for so long that i wouldnt know what to do if i ever met something and im scared that i will just ruin everything like i always seem to do.

I think i need help. frown
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aesirr:
You and me both man. I have the exact same problem which is why trying not to rush Rachael and let things develop is so difficult. Of course we began on the wrong foot really, trying to build a relationship after sleeping with someone does not exactly set the right tone.

Best of luck man, ever feel the need to vent to someone who understands you know where I am.
bashster:
I read your blog with interest and saw again that you had thanked a load of ladies on here for helping you threw your troubles which is cool but.....dude if i,m correct the woman you have pent up love for lives the other side of the world you ain,t got a prayer.
SG IS NOT A DATING SITE i think you need to get that sorted in your head,it is a place to make friends thou i say keep it at that and with friendship love might develop.I guess that you msn most gurlies on here to chat,i tell you something for free INTERNET AND ROMANCE is a no go zone.
If you are so desperate for love get yourself to a dating agency where they can match you up with somebody who has the same interests as yourself.If you continue to hit on girls on here you will probably become a lovesick internet stalker and you don,t want that.
I hope i haven,t offended you but i think you need telling.
ps
When blogging express yourself in a happier way and fill it with things that make you happy you will feel a lot better

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