At this moment i feel like an absolute bastard.
I have been extremely stupid where one person is concerned and completely fucked everything up.
I never wanted anything like this to happen and should have left things well alone. This has caused me to fall out with Lilandra who has been one of my best friends for the past year.
You can't spend all your time beating yourself up. A strong friendship won't be broken by a bit of stupidity,
give it time, there's nothing that won't be fixed mate.
What can i say AvenueQ was the funniest thing i have seen in ages i would reccomend it to anyone!
We went there to celebrate a friends birthday, and everyone had a huge amount of fun, the meal beforehand at the verve bar was great and as two people didnt turn up for the meal which was already paid for, we got free starters (cant... Read More
I thought i might as well reca my past year, as everyone else is doing it i thought why not.
Lets see I started the year sharing a house wth my brither and his fiance and working at FP.
In March, my brother and his fiance had a wonderful, beautiful baby gil called Rowan, this was great but meant that i had to move out... Read More
Christmas for me went reasonably well, I have been spending it at my parents with my whole family which is great as it was nice to see everyone again. Did have that feeling again where im sitting at the edge of things again which put me into a bit of a downturn and i wasnt the most happiest person there for a while.... Read More
Beautiful bust! You must been very good this year!
You also got the Ultimate Blade Runner Special Edition! I loved how Ridley Scott put together the Final Cut with new effects and the documentary with the entire cast and crew of the film.
Hmm what to say....
Well im definatley feeling much better now, had an appointment with the doctors about it and going back on friday for a more in depth chat about it with him. Hope this helps.
My computer has been really helpful this week by chrashing and now the hard drive is fucked, i have now lost a lot of... Read More
Hey all
I just want to say a big thank you to everyone for being very supportive. I am feeling much better now that i have talked about everything and dealt with it, so now i can move on and will be all the happier for it.
Thank you very much for all of your comments and your support. I also want to thank Chomper... Read More
oooh, i know that song! i didn't realise that was them...lol. we're going to see them in january, i think. they're playing at the academy across the street from where we live. i'll be looking forward to it then
Alot of the stuff i have been ignoring for the last few years has now finally caught up with me and this week has probably been one of the worst in my life. Im not going to ignore it any more, im going to try and deal with it all.
Its going to take me a while to... Read More
it's amazing what a difference it makes to have good friends in your life, and quite honestly, they don't get much better than llilandra. she's absolutely wonderful and you're lucky as hell to be living with her. i'm glad you've got someone like her to look after you at times like this dude.
This is my post wedding blog - with some pictures!
As most of you guys know i was the best man at my brothers wedding on saturday.
It started off on top form when me and my brother got to the church to find out that the ushers hadnt arrived and guests were milling about and i had to play host to all of the... Read More
i try to cater for all tastes (qwell force all mine on you lot...lol)
hope your having/going to have a good weekend mate, you still wearing that kilt??i'd never take it off and sit open legged every where i went
I should post more of these i suppose, but never really have anything to write about.
Well this week has been very hectic and is set to get even more hectic as its my brothers wedding on Saturday and im the best man (Eep!) Im going to be wearing a kilt for the wedding - Brothers idea so hopefully it wont be too cold but... Read More
i'd like the book too, but if i get it i will only want to be able to make all the stuff outta it!! and i need to get back into my clothing stuff.. as ive not used my sewing machine for ages. and i love it.. i just love making stuff.. and this weekend has just gotten away from me .. again!
Tomorrow im going with Lilandra and her hubby to see My Chemical Romance at the O2 arena which im incredibly excited about.
Lilandra and Killa_ are doing really well on their diets and Chomper is feeling much better. Just need to help Angel_Ree get out of her down patch and all will be well.
Job hunting is going well and... Read More
This week has not been the best of weeks.
I hope my friends are in a better place soon. Chomper and Bashster deserve all of the support we can give them to get through this.
Not sure what else to say at the moment so here are some music vids:
Would you do me a copy hun? Do you mind? I have to wait forever for Mark to do me one lol I'd be very greatful if you were able to send me a copy and i'll send you some money for the disc
I love funny pants. 
I'm sure you and Lilandra will sort things out though.
give it time, there's nothing that won't be fixed mate.