torai

well as you may or may have not read, my well i dont think i could call him a boyfriend, has chucked me.

But he still cares...lol.

You know when you feel like someone has played a sick cruel joke on you, thats rght preach on.

i dont care who you are, if you are chucking someone, you dont care.

If that person makes you happy, and you are apparently "in love with them" and they feel the same way, i dont know logic speaks and you say, geeeze i want to do everything in my power to keep this person.

You know its funny, i have had so many conversations with this soo called caring person about this cause well it is confusing....and you know what i got...oh you all know...the classic...do i have to say it..its not you its me.

When i think about it now, i laugh i continue to try to give so much to this person and in the back of my mind all i can think is why bother. He didnt bother for you. He didnt try, or fight, or even talk to you about it.

The truth, no ill never get the truth from him, but i know what its all about. So its all over now. I will continue on, probably more jaded and untrusting and alittle more unwillling to give up myself to anyone.

But you can blame him for that.

did you have a good read?? cause i know that you did.