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Monday Jan 03, 2005

Jan 3, 2005
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Well..ok sorry to say but Long Distance relationships blow...the big one.

I think it was been about a week now since my Bf moved to a city 4 hours away. And tonight i will have the talk...Im sorry its not you or me its the distance....

oh man that sounds bad, and trust me a feel bad too, really bad.

But what am i to do. The more i see him or talk to him the more feelings develop..then the part when i have to leave and i am left wondering when will be the next time that i will see him...it leaves me depressed and sad..and just well a sad sight in general....lets just say jogging pants and kleenex.

Maybe i am selfish...but i need to save myself from contsant good-byes..i was never any good at good-byes.

I need to keep myself happy...dont get me wronge the man makes me happy..but only for 1 or 2 weekends a month.

Even though i care for him deeply..its time to let go, this way...here is the idea...one big jogging pants and kleenex fest..like i am talking a week or more..but hey its better than 1 or 2 times per month.

Oh yes and i changed the name again...say what you need to.
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clyde_d_:
Man I'm sorry that really sucks............but it seems that you feel you are making the right choice to end it now.

Hang in there and honestly if you need someone to talk to just to let stuff out just send me a message on MSN. smile
Jan 3, 2005
steaky:
two australian bands you should check out
Guano Apes & Killing Heidi

Dj shadow is also a good choice, as is dj format (old skool hip hop), Tricky is a pretty good dark artist a bit loike tool wink

Get onto sa band called Kasabian too, they not very big outside the uk but they will be, esp one us markets get onto 'Processed beats'

also if you after something to put a smole on your face go check out Kontraband

edit to add: your fuckin hot too love

[Edited on Jan 04, 2005 10:36AM]
Jan 4, 2005

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