torai

Just not feeling it tonight..i think i have wrote three journals already, but none of them felt right...

I need some music. There ahhh....

i feel like smiling...i am so happy, school is almost done now for the Holidays. I waS going to change programs but i really dont know, and i dont feel like stressing at all.

I feel so comfortable with myself today. I usally do, but i have the feeling of complete calm and happy.i have been perma smiles all day I just need someone to share it with. I want a big hug!

I was with my friend today for an extended lunch. They all have boyfriends and most of them are serious relationships. One of the girls is having "issues" with what she wants. We did alot of talking and we have a plan to figure it out, we will go out this weekend. All in the name of science.

Disclaimer: I do not agree with or am participating in the experiment, only acting as support to my friend. I am not responible for anything that may occur during the night of the experiment.

Anyway i realized that i have noo clue about what i really want, nor do i care. I know i go on about some one to share it with and someone whos is cool...and blah blah blah....well screw that...i will just be happy with what i got until somebody falls out of the sky with prince charming writen across his forhead. And until that time i will no longer whine about being loney. I can keep myself busy, and i do ..... .

The world is an awsome place...smile and remember..somebody loves you.

Wow i am super happy...its almost to much for my self