Not really been in a A+ mood lately, actually my whole week got flushed down the can on Wednesday and never made it back out.
I started to think, is this karma. I never considered myself a down right crappy person, i have had my moments, but nothing to echo the kind of crap that i have been fed this week.
Humm i am using the word crap alot. i like that word today.
I smile at people and hold doors open, but have i been to preoccupied by my thoughts of myself. Maybe i am down right selfish (i know i didnt spell that right but dyslexcia, right, you rememeber).
I did bag some old clothes and some food to take to the needed, but its still sitting in the back of my car.
No, i cant really believe in this karma stuff, cause it will eat at me. Hey i try to make this place pleasent, but i got grown men yelling at me for taking there parking lots (hey they werent signaling) i got people looking at me like i have two heads cause i smile at them, or say have a nice day, i had a man harrass me cause i was taking to long to pay at the lcbo.
I would have stayed in my house but i was running out of soya chocolate milk, then i needed a drink, something stronger than soya milk, never ended up drinking it, not really my style. Maybe i should just pack up my soya milk and check out some island down south, ya thats a pipe dream.
Ill just complain about being here and then spend the money i would have going down south on my next tat.
I started to think, is this karma. I never considered myself a down right crappy person, i have had my moments, but nothing to echo the kind of crap that i have been fed this week.
Humm i am using the word crap alot. i like that word today.
I smile at people and hold doors open, but have i been to preoccupied by my thoughts of myself. Maybe i am down right selfish (i know i didnt spell that right but dyslexcia, right, you rememeber).
I did bag some old clothes and some food to take to the needed, but its still sitting in the back of my car.
No, i cant really believe in this karma stuff, cause it will eat at me. Hey i try to make this place pleasent, but i got grown men yelling at me for taking there parking lots (hey they werent signaling) i got people looking at me like i have two heads cause i smile at them, or say have a nice day, i had a man harrass me cause i was taking to long to pay at the lcbo.
I would have stayed in my house but i was running out of soya chocolate milk, then i needed a drink, something stronger than soya milk, never ended up drinking it, not really my style. Maybe i should just pack up my soya milk and check out some island down south, ya thats a pipe dream.
Ill just complain about being here and then spend the money i would have going down south on my next tat.
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Later.
Thanks for the kind words. Hearing from you really makes my day.
I like having a good person to talk to and it's nice to be able to tell someone what's happening in your life and even vent about all the injustices of the world.
I don't want to just whine all the time, so here are some good things.
-I'm sick, but that means that I got to stay home from work today. I slept in, went to the walk-in clinic where everyone was friendly and helpful. (plus, I was in and out in 15 minutes, and I got the good drugs for cheap cause I got Blue cross).
-I also went to the CD plus and listened to a bunch of albums on a little Canadian label "Constellation" that the friendly people at the store suggested to me. I even bought one of the Discs by a band called "Do Make Say Think". They're pretty neat. All the bands on this label have a similar sound (kind of a pulsing instrumental movie soundtrackish thing) and I kind of dig it. (plus all the cardboard album covers are really neat and well designed.) Some of them have windows on the front, and they come with a bunch of cards inside that you can switch around. I like graphic design when it's used for the purposes of good, instead of evil.
-My friends art project that I helped him with seems to be working.
-I went to a friends house tonight and watched Dodgeball.
-someone said sweet things to me.
Hey! You wanna come to my staff christmas party? It's this saturday at Tops Steakhouse, with a little friendly pool to follow. I'll pick you up at 6:00