After 4 months of temping here (and an undisclosed amount of time being laid-off-unemployed before that), I found out that I will not be getting the job. The Job I really, really, *really* wanted. This is so not good.
I wanted to go home during my lunch break and medicate myself, but I decided against it. It hurts when my best isn't good enough, and I hate it when I allow people to make me feel this way.
How much longer? How much more of this must I go through? It's been awhile now, and I'm getting tired. I wish I could be more positive about this.
(officially jaded now...)
I wanted to go home during my lunch break and medicate myself, but I decided against it. It hurts when my best isn't good enough, and I hate it when I allow people to make me feel this way.
How much longer? How much more of this must I go through? It's been awhile now, and I'm getting tired. I wish I could be more positive about this.
(officially jaded now...)