Saturday Oct 01, 2005

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I feel lonely sometimes.... yet I choose to isolate. I search for human contact via the internet.... but fear it in the outside world... am I becoming an agoraphobe? Maybe just a phase.... I used to be a social cat... now I just want to go spend time with my students or in the ocean waiting for the perfect wave.... it always comes.......
redwildflower:
OMG That was so depressing when you said the whole bunch more years of dating torture. I almost didn't leave my last boyfriend because I knew I would have to date again. I mean being single can be fun, but there is nothing fun about dating.

I know what you mean about the isolate yet crave human interaction on the internet. It's probably just a phase. I go through it too sometimes. Internet seems to be less drama and calmer all the way around. I guess it's kinda like you get pre planned people if that makes sense. Hang in there hun. I'm sure you'll snap out of it and be the life of the party in no time.

The water sounds good right now. Too bad there are no beaches here. I'm so jealous of you right now. lol

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