toodrunktosee

Never thought i could raise above anything, never able to commit to anything, but now its patience that has me in check and this year has just breezed by. I would lie to you if I said it has not been boring and stressful all of this time, and I would keep on lying if I said that I have not slipped not even once, yet I believe in learning from my mistakes, even though i am aware that I would be a Genius by now if I would really enforce that rule in my life, never the less i am still learning as I go, I know what to look for now and i will try to stay on course, and I want to keep on going. Tomorrow is the 30th and my status officially becomes that of a single person. Tomorrow my divorce becomes finalized. Still working through all the details concerning my kids but enough time has passed for her to mellow down and I think my indifference towards her drama driven ways has a lot to do with it.
Cant wait to live another day, cant wait to taste the next rain drop for it has been really dry these last few day's , the sun beats down on my soul and so it craves for some soothing aloe vera so we can let the healing part begin. Need to get back in the Ocean, its on top of my to do list.

How the fuck are you doing out there, I know i tend to ask this a lot but believe me I really do care, or at least i am curious

Have a fucking Great Night/Day out there