quitting smoking today. tried yesterday, but started drinking. emotions went haywire. probably would have hit someone if i hadn't bought another pack. but today's the day. i hope.

need to do something to get my mind off things. maybe paint. or write. or break something.

Alright, kids. Now I doubt very highly this will come to anything, but it's coming down to the point where my finances literally no longer exist. This is problematic for an infinite number of reasons, including things like bills, gas money, and food amongst other things. Also, finding a job seems to be next to impossible anywhere in this god-awful state (the interview i had...
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This a video of my song What It's Like To Be Alive. It was recorded last year at Wittenberg during one of these coffee shop semi-open mic things we used to have once a month. The sound quality is shit and it sounds like I have a lisp, but being awake at 4 in the morning, i decided what the fuck. I'm almost completely moved...
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So remember those "Good Idea/Bad idea" skits that used to be on The Animaniacs cartoon show? The ones staring Mr. Skullhead (who I still find it odd that in his own skits, no one ever could tell that he was actually dead) where, as the title suggests, he would do something that was a good idea, and then do something that was basically the same...
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For some reason I always have this some stuck in head for the past few weeks or so. I'm not really sure why. It's call Bugguts and it's by Gavin Castleton. The album's done to be a sort of movie consisting of only music. It's hard to explain. Anyways, it's about love. And Zombies. According to Castelton's website, the album, HOME, is "designed to heal...
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so much for posting pictures in a blog. i'm not sure which is more incompetent, me or my computer. in any case, i was gonna post some pictures that were recently posted on Facebook of me playing at Wittfest last year. I've put them in an album because I can't put them in a blog. cause apparently i'm a fool. oh well.

-ap

It's about 3:00 or so on Sunday night/ Monday morning. I'm the only one awake in the house, and everyone both far and away seem to have fallen asleep. so, as is customary, i do these when i'm bored. enjoy.


Using ONLY SONG TITLES from ONE artist, cleverly answer these questions:

Pick a band/artist: The Paper Chase (note: given the crazy song titles, this is...
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alright, so i guess you could say that life's been moving a little too fast lately. i feel like i've barely stood still for the past 2 weeks. not that i'm complaining, mind you. things have been really good lately.

so we got liz back to ohio. it was a fucking long trip. dad says that him and i drove over 5000 miles. even though...
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ok, kids. here's a bit of an update from the road.

So, for those who don't know, my dad and i went on a massive, cross-country road trip from Cleveland, OH, to Spokane, WA, to get my sister and move her back to the good old o-h-i-o. Well, our first day, we made it to South Dakota, driving through Ohio, Indiana, Iowa, and part of...
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