tonyvortex

sometimes when i listen to godspeed it brings back lost memories .maybe not so much memories but shards of events .i keep thinking about a few weeks i spent in Cincinnati,ohio about eight years ago .i went out there with my girlfriend,holly,and visited her sister and her mother .it was so warm that summer i remember sweating the whole visit .shards of thoughts of being at her moms with her step dad and stepbrothers .the stepbrother who kept trying to touch himself under the covers .the used book store and subway that was a ten minute walk from her moms .restless sleep on the bunk bed in the kids room .parappa the rappar being the first playstation game i ever saw .sitting in her sisters hot black apartment for hours listening to the verve .the view from that apartment of taco bell and a 7-11 ish establishment .right now all i keep thinking about is the heat as we would walk to that used bookstore .honestly we only must have walked there once but i will always have that memory lodged in my thoughts .thinking about all this also reminds me of countless greyhound trips there to visit her .