Its been rough the last few months... I seriously don't remember when I was last happy. (Its not that the people around me haven't been trying, which I truly couldn't have made it to this point without them).
The life I live now is almost too much. Only sleeping about 2 1/2 hours a day during the week. Stress of school and work.... Work barely enough to make ends meet. School, trying to be there everyday and keep my grades up. Going through the holidays without any family around and missing my dad (who passed away last year). Lupe breaking up with me seemed to magnify all those things. I truly was in love with her and its a slow closing wound.
Last couple days I been riding the motorcycle to school, hour and half each way.
Today less than 15 mins away from home on I-4, the Sun setting in my face, wind rushing past me, I-Pod on, barely heard over the sound of my exhaust... I couldn't help but smile.
Its why I am going through all this trouble... So I can do what I love. It is so I can help other people get in the wind and forget about all the negative in their lives. So others can find their smile again at 70 MPH.
