Is it me or are people just looking for the opportunity to be an asshole? I don't want to lie I do get some satisfaction out of proving someone wrong, and making someone look stupid, but I'm usually pretty good friends with them or I don't right loath them. It just seems that the world would be a better place if maybe just thought of a better way to speak our minds. I'm not saying we should all go hippy; start holding hands, and sing camp fire songs, but seriously stop being such a douche bag, fuck! I've been wound a little tighter then usual lately so I'm sure that's why I want to fist fuck some tool bag in the face but still....this weekend I realized that the people I know in Pittsburgh that say they give a shit (other than family) don't. With very few exceptions this has show itself apparent. I hung out with some people that I really don't consider friends (we don't talk or hang but we're cool with each other) and they where more excited to chill with me, and interested in when I was leaving then the people I "had plans" with. Not to mention every person I had plans with "was busy" or just didn't return my calls. I'm really tired of lip service, what a load of crap! Grow some boys and say "no I don't actually want to hang out" then I can at least throw up my middle finger in your general direction as I turn my back on you because you aren't worth the time it takes in to call you! Actually come to think of it there are a lot of people in Columbus suffering from the same thing. I need to meet some new people and say good morning and goodnight to the so-called friends I'm talking about. I think I'm just going to forget to call everyone I know (band excluded).

So that's my rant...sorry it's not the witty banter I like to try to write.
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