thank you all for wishing me a happy birthday.
unfortunately it was the worst birthday ever.
aside from my good friends, family and my internet friends being so sweet and trying to makle it special for me I have some stuff going on in my personal life that is huge. it'll be one of the biggest decisions I ever make.
my boyfriend had his head up is ass so to speak. he knew we'd be spending my birthday evening together and I kinda left it is his hands as to what we'd be doing...bad fucking idea....anyways...he didn't feel like going out somewhere where there would be crowds...neither did I. I really wanted sushi...but he hates fish, so I told him that and that I was open for whatever he wanted to suggest. I was starving and really wanted to have a nice dinner with him.
**the other night he surprised me by making chicken picata. he made it from scratch, he set up a table in his room with place mats, candles...the whole nine yards...I felt like a princess. we had the perfect evening.
so how did my birthday unfold....I got there, he gave me a card...and that was it....then we fought, I left...he let me leave....we texted for a while....I went back....we hugged, smoked and laid down...that was it.
I waxed my legs....bought a sexy new bra and thong...wore the sexy bra and thong...he never even saw the sexy bra and thong. I fucking waxed my legs for christs sake!!! (see previous blog about that) I didn't even have sex on my fucking birthday. I had a fight. GO ME!!! and what do you get after a fight? make up sex???? no, not me....no...I got nothing. so yea...GO ME!!!!
at least when I was dating him back in feb/march (and even though he chose to spend his actual birthday with one of the other girls he was seeing...the one he was going to marry but didn't now he's all mine.....) at least I gave him a card and a small gift...so what if it was silly putty...it was neeto....and it was something to open. we had only been dating for a few weeks, I didn't want to get him anything too huge or serious.
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so yeah....my birthday sucked. the one person who I expected the most from gave the least and completely disappointed me. (and when I say that I'm not talking about gifts...I'm talking about everything...effort...initiative...everything)
so to attempt to bring a smile here's a lame joke
whats the difference between a coffin and a condom?
unfortunately it was the worst birthday ever.
aside from my good friends, family and my internet friends being so sweet and trying to makle it special for me I have some stuff going on in my personal life that is huge. it'll be one of the biggest decisions I ever make.
my boyfriend had his head up is ass so to speak. he knew we'd be spending my birthday evening together and I kinda left it is his hands as to what we'd be doing...bad fucking idea....anyways...he didn't feel like going out somewhere where there would be crowds...neither did I. I really wanted sushi...but he hates fish, so I told him that and that I was open for whatever he wanted to suggest. I was starving and really wanted to have a nice dinner with him.
**the other night he surprised me by making chicken picata. he made it from scratch, he set up a table in his room with place mats, candles...the whole nine yards...I felt like a princess. we had the perfect evening.
so how did my birthday unfold....I got there, he gave me a card...and that was it....then we fought, I left...he let me leave....we texted for a while....I went back....we hugged, smoked and laid down...that was it.
I waxed my legs....bought a sexy new bra and thong...wore the sexy bra and thong...he never even saw the sexy bra and thong. I fucking waxed my legs for christs sake!!! (see previous blog about that) I didn't even have sex on my fucking birthday. I had a fight. GO ME!!! and what do you get after a fight? make up sex???? no, not me....no...I got nothing. so yea...GO ME!!!!
at least when I was dating him back in feb/march (and even though he chose to spend his actual birthday with one of the other girls he was seeing...the one he was going to marry but didn't now he's all mine.....) at least I gave him a card and a small gift...so what if it was silly putty...it was neeto....and it was something to open. we had only been dating for a few weeks, I didn't want to get him anything too huge or serious.
.
so yeah....my birthday sucked. the one person who I expected the most from gave the least and completely disappointed me. (and when I say that I'm not talking about gifts...I'm talking about everything...effort...initiative...everything)
so to attempt to bring a smile here's a lame joke
whats the difference between a coffin and a condom?
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-TM
Seems weird that he wouldn't have wanted to have sex with you.
Hugs!!