Happy Fathers day to anyone who celebrates it.
I'm taking my Dad out for lunch in a few min. he still doesn't have a huge appetite but it'll be nice to grab a bite to eat anyways. He has to go back into the hospital for another stint on Tuesday, they just did 2 stints a few weeks back and he had all those complications from it. hopefully this time it'll be a quick in and out procedure, they still want to keep him overnight...which I think is a good thing. he's lost a ton of weight, quit drinking (detoxed @ the hospital last time) and is taking much better care of himself. so things are already looking better for him going in for the surgery than the last time.
my weekend:
I went to Ministry on friday and Slayer on saturday with 7deuce. what a fucking blast!!! can anyone tell me why I can happily listen to such abrasive (by most peoples definition) music and love it yet when kids scream and cry it curdles my blood? its seriously like nails on a chalkboard for me. I guess I'm weird.
I spent the night with "D" last night. I'm getting used to sleeping next to him in his tiny little twin bed...which is as firm as sleeping on the floor.
. I love my king sized temperpedic mattress and it is quite the adjustment to sleep in something so very opposite of what I'm used to. I woke up so fucking horny today too. we still haven't taken the relationship to that level yet, just lots and lots of cuddles and kisses, a few caresses here and there. I love that things are moving so slow at a snails pace but damn I would've loved a good fuck this morning 
I can wait though. it'll be worth it if its meant to be.
its beautifully hot outside today. makes me want to hibernate inside a bucket of ice. I need wind...lots of wind!
I'm taking my Dad out for lunch in a few min. he still doesn't have a huge appetite but it'll be nice to grab a bite to eat anyways. He has to go back into the hospital for another stint on Tuesday, they just did 2 stints a few weeks back and he had all those complications from it. hopefully this time it'll be a quick in and out procedure, they still want to keep him overnight...which I think is a good thing. he's lost a ton of weight, quit drinking (detoxed @ the hospital last time) and is taking much better care of himself. so things are already looking better for him going in for the surgery than the last time.
my weekend:
I went to Ministry on friday and Slayer on saturday with 7deuce. what a fucking blast!!! can anyone tell me why I can happily listen to such abrasive (by most peoples definition) music and love it yet when kids scream and cry it curdles my blood? its seriously like nails on a chalkboard for me. I guess I'm weird.
I spent the night with "D" last night. I'm getting used to sleeping next to him in his tiny little twin bed...which is as firm as sleeping on the floor.
. I love my king sized temperpedic mattress and it is quite the adjustment to sleep in something so very opposite of what I'm used to. I woke up so fucking horny today too. we still haven't taken the relationship to that level yet, just lots and lots of cuddles and kisses, a few caresses here and there. I love that things are moving so slow at a snails pace but damn I would've loved a good fuck this morning
I can wait though. it'll be worth it if its meant to be.
its beautifully hot outside today. makes me want to hibernate inside a bucket of ice. I need wind...lots of wind!
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I need wide open spaces! and a clear veiw of the nite sky!